*hate myself for losing u*

i woke up today
woke up wide awake
in an empty bed
staring at an empty room
i have myself to blame
for the state i'm in today

and i dont know what to say
and i dont know anyway, anymore

i hate myself for losing u
i seeing it all so clear
i hate myself for losing u
what do u do when u look in the mirror
and staring at u is why he's not here

u got what u deserved
hope are u happy now
cause everytime i think of her with u
its killing me inside
and now i dread each day

what do u say when everything u said
is the reason why he left u in the end
how do u cry when every tear u shed
wont ever bring him back again
i hate myself for losing u