*dont pass me by*

my heart it longs
my soul it thirts for more
for more of YOU
im reaching out
im waiting here for more
for more of YOU

cuz all i want is YOU
and all i need
is to be here with YOU

im hungry for YOUR fire
im desperate YOUR my one desire
Jesus please dont pass me by
cuz i need YOU
more than ever
im thirsty for a touch from heaven
Jesus please dont pass me by

my heart it longs
my soul it thirsts for more
for more of YOU
cuz all i want is YOU
and all i need
is to be here with YOU

dont pass me by Lord
im desperate for YOU
dont pass me by Lord
im desperate for YOU

missing the conference

i woke up today. feeling so lonely and missing the conference. it just passed by super fast. like now im thinking what we might be doing if we're in the conference. i miss the conference SOOO much. not just the music, not just the sermons...but i miss the moments, the memories, the closeness to God and of course i miss my friends. cuz i seldom get to see them. we're all like so busy and all. many things are happening in each of our lives. i miss going crazy with them. doing silly things. i wouldn't trade their friendship for anything.

but i tell u that now i feel closer to God. i hope this is not for the moment kind of thing. which is very common in my life. i dont want this passion to end. but on the other hand, i keep letting satan to put a foot in my life. i've learn that i should learn to stand up and not let satan to pacify(or however u spell it) me. i dont want him to give me the fake one and keep me away from the real thing which is God and His love and His promises. this conference has really taught me alot of things. i've learn to worship God more, keep Him connected in my life, and staying strong for God. i made this connection with God that made me feel like i dont want to depart from His presence. He gives the peace that makes u feel whole and worthy to be loved.

planet shakersssss is in town weiiii!!!!!!

woooohoooooo!!!! here comes another 3 days of conference for me. i could remember preparing for the conference last year, remember talking bout the life changing experiences, remember all the fun and all the stuff that happened....and i cant believe that time has past so fast!!!! it's like in a blink of an eye...here comes the conference again. like another year has gone past.

this is the time of the year where ill ask myself what have i done with my year. i guess i can say i have accomplish much much more than last year. but it's still not enough. there are some things which i have not overcome or accomplish yet. and i hope i could do it and move on to another goal/challenge u know. hehe.

so anyway, i guess i wont be posting for 3 days. lol. but i seldom post now a days. have not been updating cuz there's no reason for me to do so.

my jungle trekking adventure

on friday, me, ginie, eugene, and one of their friend went for jungle trekking in FRIM. hahahaa. just thinking bout it makes me laugh. even though it was a very very very very VERY painful adventure. but it was quite fun. cuz it made me feel quite good when i reached the top and was walking down. though it was quite scary coming down. hahaha. all the sweating and all made me feel happy cuz that means i've burned some fats. but i drank coke and ate sweets after that. so i guess it put on the fats that i burned. cis cis! but remind me not to eat breakfast the next time i go for jungle trekking. hahaha. cuz i kind of left a memory there. like marked my territory. ahaha. now when i think back, i think i feel quite embarassed. cuz emmmm. i puked in front of a person that i met the first time. i wonder what he'll think of me. i think he'll think twice next time. hahaha. i didnt have time to look at the scenery cuz mostly i was concentrating on finishing the whole entire journey. i really wished there were a helicopter to come to my rescue. haahha. i really felt like i couldnt go on. but after puking, ahhahaha, i had the strength to continue on the journey. hahaa. weird eh. but it was a fun time la. now i know im really out of shape cuz even a grandma can walk up so high. and im like so out of breath. hahaha. i should be ashamed of myself. hahaa. i wanted to go next time. but when i heard that the leechs can jump up, i think i've changed my mind. hahaa. i've decided that ill go road trekking. that way i wont have any leechs jumping and craving for my blood. hahaha.