peotic nya

hey gurl... wow... ur good at poetry, man! I could never come up with such stuffs...
Anyway, i just plopped by and read ur blogs...
wanna let u know that i know exactly what u mean ("Trying to Forget But Can't", April 11 2005)
I dont have any non-text-book answers for you either, sometimes i ask myself same questions too...
but i guess all i can say is, Everything's gonna be all right, Everything's gonna be okay.
One day you'll understand why you went through what you go through now.
One day you'll understand what to do for others or say to others because of what you've experienced now.
One day your white knight in shining armor sent from heaven will come and sweep you off your feet.
And one day, when you've reached the end of your life, contentedly sitting in your rocking chair,
you'd be able to say to yourself, "I've run the race, I've fought the good fight."
And then, then you'd see the entire picture, God's lifelong work of art on the painting of Esther's life,
and you'd understand how does the dark moments in your life fit beautifully into the painting to make all things beautiful.

So, take heart, and don't give up, 'cos God ain't finished His painting yet! ;)

Luv & Hugs... from me!

He has made everything beautiful in its time....