am i asking too much?
am i having too high an expectation...?
...that is too hard to be accomplished?
am i thinking too much?
am i caring too much?
am i being too sensitive?
do u really feel the way u say u do?
do u really care for me?
am i important in ur life?
am i important to u?
do i have a special place in ur life?
what place do i have in ur heart?
do i come after ur friends?
how come my brothers get what they want?
how come they get to go trips?
how come they have more freedom?
how come they have more choices?
how come they have more decisions?
isit really only cuz they are guys?
u might say with choices,
with freedom,
with decisions,
comes a great responsibility...
bahhssss
whatever...
u can say whatever u wanna say
i dont care
when i say i dont care...
do i really dont care?
how do i not care?
when i say whatever...
is everything okay for me?
how can everything be okay for me?
how do i care less?
how do i be less sensitive?
how do i ask less?
how do i expect less?
how do i think less?
why cant i say no to ppl?
why cant i stand my ground?
why cant i be more firm with my decisions?
why cant i be stronger?
why cant i be braver?
why cant i be bolder?
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*hugs*
He's not finished with your tapestry, you are precious to Him. Don't lose heart ;)
"For I know the plans I have for you,” says the Lord. “They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope. In those days when you pray, I will listen. If you look for me wholeheartedly, you will find me." (Jer.29:11-13)
while reading this, i start to recall and replay the conversation we had in ong lay in my head.
its tough huh...i wish we can...'not care' when we want to...but sadly, we can't.
*hugs*
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