Sunday, April 29, 2007

what's the point?

constant misunderstandings...
fights...
jealousy...
sensitive-ness...
trust issues...
sadness...
anger...
assumptions...
cold shoulders...
frustrations...
disappointments...
exasperations...
and the list goes on

when will it end?
will it ever end?
or will this be a constant issue?

no matter how many times we get over the boulders,
the pit stops,
the bumps,
the pot holes,
the sad times,
it comes back again
it's like a never ending cycle

from happy moments
to silly moments
to crazy moments
to nonsense moments
to sad moments
to angry moments
to disappointing moments
to cold shoulder moments

so what's the point of explaining the same thing over and over again?
what's the point?
when it's gonna come again
when we're gonna go through it again?

i dont care anymore
whatever
do whatever u want
say whatever u want
i dont care

2 comments:

YANZ said...

i know ur probly mega-frus when u wrote this, but i couldn't help grinning when i read de last two paragraphs... why? 'cos its exactly the same thing i say too whenever things like tht happen =P especially the "i dont care anymore
whatever, do whatever u want, say whatever u want,i dont care"... sounds soooo familiar... =P

but what's the point?
LOVE is.

he once asked me, 'if its so difficult for u to accept this bad character of mine, then why did u still continue on being with me?'

my reply was simply, 'because I love you' =)
Even I can't explain why.

Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
Love never fails.

In between the sweet times, there'll be the tough. Sometimes the tough is more than the sweet, sometimes the other way round.

Cherish ur sweet times, they'll help carry u thru the tough.
Embrace the tough, n it'll only make the sweet times sweeter.

It's not easy, but life will never be.

Enjoy the present, and
Just take it one step at a time =)
and allow God to lead the way...
That's what I'm learning to do, anyway ;)

esther said...

hahaha.. yesss!!! ur right!!!! u got the right answer! i was so so so frustrated and angry when i wrote this post.

yeah i so agree... there are times when we just cant explain the reason right?

but there are times when it's also so easy to just say that i give up. it's so easy to not care anymore. so easy to just whatever.

but that moment of time when u just dont care..... cant really last long. cuz i cant stand not talking to him. i cant stand not being lovey-dovey with him. i cant stand being angry with him forever.

i like the part when u said the tough times will only make the sweet times sweet. it is so so true.

i was chatting with my friend. and he said how can a person know the true meaning of being happy when the person hasnt gone through some tough times. hahaha... =)