*bring out the best in me*

i know at once
the moment that i looked into ur eyes
u were the one
that i would love for the rest of my life

u changed my heart
u shared my every dream
u gave me faith to see
everything i can achieve cuz

u bring out the best in me
u turn my world around
cuz ur my inspiration
u are all ill ever need
ur every wish that i hoped for
i believe in me once more
baby u bring out the best in me

i know u are
just like an angel sent from above
in ur embrace
u give me more than
i could ever dream of

and now i know that u will save me from the storm
by holding me close
and keeping me warm
ill always love u from now on





3 months has past by so fast
3 months has come by in a blink of an eye
truly this 3 months has brought more joy and laughter in my life
as each day passes,
my love continues growing
i could not ask for more

i can still remember the first few weeks
where there were lots of quarrels
lots of misunderstandings
lots of arguments
lots of bad times
lots of exasperation

though sometimes we might wish
that it'll always be good times
always happy and crazy times

but it has brought me to understand
that in a relationship
it's not always happy happy joy joy
not always sunshine and rainbows
it has prepared me
and made me realize that
i should learn to accept the bad times too
cuz that is when it'll make us both stronger

i wonder how it'll be
few months down the road
will things be better?
will things be great?

we'll never know what our future brings
we'll never know what God has in store for us
but i pray everyday
that this love will continue growing
this love will continue blossoming
this love will continue be blessed by God

sometimes i wonder
and am amazed by God's work
by how He bring 2 ppl together
by how He helps one to love
by how He works

i love Y O U

pictures

finally.... i am able to post up pictures.. i was seriously getting irritated last night. i tried and tried until 1 something in the morning. still no luck in posting up pictures. so decided to give my comp a bash that it deserves.. ohh my.. did i say a bash? no no.. i meant pummelling. oops. did i say pummelling? ahhaa. no no.. a rest a rest. im not so violent. plsss.. i wont do that to my beloved comp. bahs. ahaha. therefore, i tried again this morning. and it worked! yay yay!


here's some pictures of emmmm.. the package? hehe...
enjoy =)

* the oh-so-famous package *
anyone know where's yontai hardware in klang? haha

* box *
in that awful white package...
is this wonderful and really really cute box

* hmm.. wonder what's inside *

* tada *
*shows shocked face *
AWESOME, AMAZING, WONDERFUL, POWERFUL GOD
who answers all our prayers =)
miracle of all miracles
okay okay.. maybe my bag is not so nice and not so valuable. but it's the contents that are valuable. haha

AMAZING! AWESOME!

u know today i was bout to write a sad post. a post that is talking bout how far i feel from God. how dry i feel. like im going through the wilderness test. cuz seriously.. this few days.... i've been really down. felt like God has left me. like really really dry. i dont feel anything when i do my quiet time. i know i know. that i shouldnt base my relationship with God on feelings. but but but.... i really felt like i was far far away from God. and i felt like whatever i pray and ask for.... im getting the direct opposite of it. like for an example... i pray that ill be a better person, a difference, and encouragement and blessing... instead... i did things that doesnt please God.


then today i couldnt tahan. i did a really really long and refreshing quiet time. when i prayed... i literally knelt and fell face down to the ground. not really G-R-O-U-N-D. ok ok. i should say fell face down to my bed. ahhaa. yessss... i do my quiet time on my bed =) more comfy mar. so anyways... i was telling God la that maybe im not praying with all my heart, maybe im not believing what im praying, maybe im just praying and doing things just for the sake of it.



so i had quite a fun day today. i went and work at the bangsar branch. i was nervous in the beginning. like how are the ppl there. but it turned out the ppl there was so nice and friendly. really. like literally super nice and friendly. even though it was a tiring work but still can have fun. and at this branch... they have a collection of magazines to choose from. ahaha. so when there wasnt anybody(which was almost the whole day).... u see.... when there's no one, there really is no one. like not a single human being. but it's like they all made plans to come at the same time or something. so suddenly there's alot alot of ppl in the store. seriously could faint. hahaa. we read and read and read all the magazines and my friend had a harry porter's book. ahaha. and i was updated by all the hot gossips of the celebrity's life. and my other friend had brushed up on her sudoku skills. ahhaa.


here comes the best part of my update....
the beginning of the day. before i started my work... i was suppose to vacuum the floor. then suddenly my bro called and he said that there's this package for me from yoontai hardware.. all the way in klang. then he was curious. so he said he'll open it for me and call me back to tell me what it was. so when he called back... he was like ok ok.. u can stop praying and start praising God. cuzzz.... guess what????!!!!! it was my handbag!!!! in a super super nice box. that says just for u. with cute teddy bears on it


i seriously could feel tears forming. but i had to stop myself before i sit down on the couch crying. cuz that time there were like a 1 or 2 customers coming in di. after they think im some weird person there. i was so filled with gratitude and thanksgiving. i was speechless. cuz everything was still in there. my money. my handsfree kit. everything la! is still inside there. oh my goodness. u know i was saying that i feel so far away from God. but God never fails to amaze me. never fails to show me that He still cares. never fails to show me that He's God.

i did my quiet time the day after i lost my handbag. it says that i might feel like im going through a really hard time. going through turmoils. and God knows how much i can take. He knows when to stop. and until i learn the thing that needs to be learned... He'll get me out of the situation. so i was thinking okayyyy... i've learnt not to be careless. i've learnt not to be such an idiot. so why isnt my handbag returned to me??????


now i realized what i needed to learn.
that is to trust God.
to believe.
to really come to my knees and ask Him for help.
to realize that i cant do things on my own.
to realize that this is not my life... but God's.
that im the passenger and He's the driver
not go to Him nonchalantly and say okay God... here's the deal.. im in this situation. get me out of it.
i dont think that's what He want
definitely not that kinda attitude
i think we gotta realize that we're nothing without Him
we're powerless


and i definitely have learnt a lot of things cuz of this incident. not just being more careful and more cautious of my stuff... but also to really trust Him and go to Him with a humble heart. seek Him and ask of Him for help. and also that He's the God of love, of mercy, of compassion and when things is getting worse...... kneel and bow to Him. really go down on ur knees. i think bowing down shows a great deal of how much u want it. it's easy to say something... but if u start showing it... it's a total different story.


so start today by telling Him
how u feel bout Him
bout His mercy
bout His love
bout His grace
bout His strength
bout His wisdom
bout His faithfulness
bout His works
bout His everything
thank Him for things,
for ppl,
for everything.


i do hope and pray that all of u who are reading this... would be blessed and be touched by His awesome power every single day

p.s: didnt notice i wrote this long! haha. oops. thanks for ur patience. i understand if u read halfway and left =)
and the pictures of it will have to come later.. there's something wrong. i can seem to upload pictures

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i've been really lazy. lazy to think of stuff to say. lazy to update things happening. hence, the lack of updates.


firstly.... the guy who (maybe) picked up my bag. hasnt return it to me. so i made a new ic today. thought i could take a nicer picture now. since my last one was really and seriously ugly. but what the heck.... nooooooooooooo.. it's still ugly. sheesh.

actually i was quite reluctant in making my new ic or doing anything. i was really hoping that the person would bring it back to me. or somehow miraculously my bag would be found. somehow i find myself guilty of not praying fervently. so i have no one to blame but myself. i was wondering like why isnt there any news bout my bag. then i realized that i havent been doing anything bout it. havent been praying earnestly. havent been asking God to pls pls pls bring it back to me. then my aunty was also saying that maybe im not praying hard enough. im not praying and believing and trusting God that He'll bring it back to me.

sadly... what she said was and is true. i havent been praying hard enough. havent been believing and trusting that God would do that for me. havent been praying earnestly. sighs.


ohh.. then on friday.. kevin and i went to SU's cf. havent been to a cf before. havent been in like a secondary school classroom before. felt abit weird being there. cuz it's like i dont know anyone there except cia, claire, sean, and kevin. that's all. but we went there cuz of juwita suwito la. gosh! she sings so well!!! cia was like saying it's like listening to her cd. her voice is seriously damn good wei!

then we went to cia's house for porridge and we played uno too. long time since i've played uno. thanks cia for the yummy porridge. hehe. i had a great time there. cuz everyone was so crazy and fun and funny. really nice bunch of ppl to be around with. laughing at every single silly thing. haha.

* uno *
mr jacob, philip, cant remember his name, me, kevin, joshua, li teng

then it was off to kevin's house to rest for a while then got ready for his charity ball. it's a ball la. dont know why they called it prom. somemore some ppl went dressed up in shirt and jeans. some with beautiful gowns and some with clubbing attires. haha. the performances sucked real badly. but the auction time was quite fun la. the "prom" was okay okay only. but the plus side is that i got to see my baby in a blazer. wahhh!!! so leng chai wei. haha.


the "prom" didnt spoil my whole day of fun. i was happy and grateful and and and.... dont know what la. hahaa. to be able to spend almost the whole day with my dear. seriously i just love him more and more each day.

* chun anot chun anot? *
haha

* this is how short i am compared to him *

* in the hotel *

oh oh oh oh!!!

sorry sorry.. im back again. ahaha. i forgot to add something happy today.. i could drive at night diii!!! i think so la. ahhaa. now my parents trusts me to drive at night.. normally right.. they'll call me by 6-7 something and asked me where am i.. what time im coming home.. if im driving. then tonight right.. i came back around 8 something. they didnt call me whatsoever and i asked bout dinner. she was like i expected u to eat ur own dinner di. i was like wahhh!!! last time she would have kill me for coming back so "late" then now she like dont care dont care. im so shocked weiiii!!!!

r.e.g.r.e.t.s

WARNING : THIS POST IS A LONG ONE. U SHOULD BE RELAXED, TOO FREE, AND HAVING NO AGENDA WHATSOEVER TO READ THIS POST




arghhhh!!!! before i start this very depressing, self-blaming post.. i shall have a very very good starting. let me say thank Y O U to the big almighty God up there. that even through hard times. there's still things to thank Him of. okay okay.. before i start. let me give u some background first la. after u guys get blur. ill explain more later. i carelessly lost my handbag

1. my phone was with me ( everyone says thank God the phone was with me)
   
2. i didnt kena snatch thief or anything as scary as that
3. i wasnt alone... i had delz with me
4. i only had 50 bucks.. it was suppose to be 80 but i bought a bag
5. i had kevin and delz to comfort and cheer me up

so okayyy... now i can explain. let me start from the beginning of the day... then u guys will understand better. since i wanna post up pictures from today =)


we ( eve, dax, cia, me ) had a late start to pd. we wanted to go there to check out places beside the beach that we can go to for our youth outing. we're gonna have an outing next sat. for our fellowship series. we had soooo much funn!!!! it was so fun sitting in dax's 4-wheel drive. cuz we got to go through some scary and bumpy roads. cia and i was like laughing and laughing when we went through those tough bumps.

* dax's 4-wheel drive *
thanks dax & eve for bringing us there and spending us lunch!

* the beach *
wondering why u cant see it? cuz right. it's the lighting. if we our backs face the beach.. it'll be too dark. haha. get it? sooo smart =)

we had a really really good time there. it was so fun. then got to know dax and evelyn more. not ALOT la. but still. it was a fun time. never regretted going there. then we left around 2.45 cuz delz and i had to find me a prom dress. which is like tmr night. i know i know. abit the last minute. but thank God we manage to find something in cats whiskers. cuz im working part time there. so i get 30% discount. can get really cheap stuff from there. cia and i was like praying hard that we'll be able to find something there. which in the end... we really manage to *grins* thank God!


we finished faster than we thought. we finished around 5 something. so since i had to send cia back and she needed to get something for her cousin's bday. so we decided to go to parade la. since we still have time. actually i had something nagging inside of me. saying that maybe i shouldnt go to parade. but i didnt say it out. i thought it was me being silly. so we went to parade. went to find for clothes but in the end her aunt said no clothes. so we stopped searching for pressie and we went to blook instead. bought a nice clutch bag to match my dress for the prom tmr. ps. this is the bag that i said i bout so got 50 bucks left.


then cia went and get roti boy and i mcd's ice cream. then we left parade. but we sat in the car for a while to admire our days accomplishments. let me say this let me say this. something happen that was really really funnyy!!!! that we laughed till our stomachs hurt. delz was looking at the dress. and i was eating my ice cream. then i was asking her where's the earrings? then she stuffed.... LIKE LITERALLY stuffed the dress onto my ice cream and searched frantically for the earrings. then i was like like *shocked* opened my mouth to scream.. but nothing came out till bout like 5 seconds later. hahaha. then we were laughing and laughing while cia searched for the tissue to wipe away the ice cream from my beloved dress. hahaa. it was so funny

* ice cream and the unseen roti boy *

then here comes the sad part.... i finally finished my ice cream and drove to the exit. earlier my window was having abit of problem di. like going haywire. then this time when i wanted to pay with cia's touch & go... the window didnt open. so i open my door. which i carelessly forgot that i put my bag beside the door. hence, my bag fell out without me noticing. and we just continued chatting. then we drove off. while exiting... the car behind me honked.. then we were like why is he honking? so we just shrug and drove off. but when we reached ed's house. i couldnt find my bag. then we went back to parade and asked at the info counter. then they said nobody brought back the bag. sighs! i seriously wanted to cry di!


then i came back.. and slowly broke the news to my mum. then she was like so disappointed and angry. then i just let her let out her anger on me. then i just went upstairs.. then just now she kept coming in and out my room. telling me to sleep early.. asking me which toll i drop it at (which is a wrong info.. i didnt drop it in a toll. it was parade la. then that made it even worse).. telling me thank God that my phone wasnt inside.. then asked me why i didnt go back to parade and find.. wahhh.. that was the last straw. seriously. cant she just stay in the room and ask and tell me all that questions? why must she come in and out so many times?? then the last question was when i got so exasperated and then i was like I GOT LAAA!!! then she was so shocked. she just stood there then close the door. sighs. how la noww.. dah la im so sad, depressed, disappointed, angry, and everything bad. then she had to do that. arghhh!!!


wahhh.. this post is longer than i expected. oh wells. it was ur choice to read it. haha. sorry to take so much of ur time =) thanks for listening or should i say reading my nonsensical, incessant, and self-blaming ( anyway i should blame myself.. who else? ) rants.. anywayss.. lesson learnt


let me end this post with a really cute picture of my cousin's baby =)

* gideon *
look at his beady eyesss!!!

bday dinner for ed

this is quite a late post. haha. cuz i was waiting for the pictures. and when i got the pictures i was too lazy to update my blog. that's why im updating now =)


last friday...
we had a "one-day-late" bday dinner for eddie wardie. andrew cooked. emmm.. maybe half half. cuz he was stuck in the lrt or something. it broke down or something like that. so his mum helped to cook a little. but dinner was really great! yummy! *slurps* hahaa. we had tons of fun. of course la. we bunch of ppl always have fun. bahs. and as usual my darling sweetheart couldnt make it. he had dinner with friends. sighs. anywaysss... time for picturessss!!! =)

btw... we were all too hungry that we would rather eat than take pictures of the food first. ahaha. therefore....there's no pictures of the yummy food

* before eating *

* cia.. love her *

* close friend & cousin *

* 2 ppl i know i can turn to *

* amazing how God can bring us together *

* love them tons! *

* ppl who accepts me for who i am *

* my kai chehhh!!! *

* crazy bunch of ppl *

* ppl that i love *

* my life would be boring without them *

*more than words*

saying 'i love u' is not the words
i want to hear from u
it's not that i want u not to say
but if u only knew
how easy it would be to show me how u feel
more than words is all u have to do
to make it real then u wouldnt have to say
that u love me i'd already know

what would u do if my heart was torn in 2
more than words to show how u feel
that ur love for me is real
what would u say if i took those words away
then u couldnt make things new
just by saying i love u

more than words
more than words
now i've tried to talk to u
and make u understand all u have to do
is close ur eyes and reach out ur hands

and touch me hold me close
dont ever let me go
more than words is all i ever needed u to show
then u wouldnt have to say
that u love me cuz i'd already know






i think this song is really true. sometimes words can only express love to a certain limit. it's like saying u love God.... but u do everything single thing that hurts Him and not proving that u love Him with what u do or u dont show it to Him. i know that u wont always say 'i love u' to every single person u see. i know that it means something. but like i said... it has a certain limit. sometimes u need to prove it with ur actions, by the things u would "sacrifice" for one.



let me end with one last thought... this shall be a short, simple, and sweet post. see see see.. 3's post. short, simple, sweet. bahs. ok ok. i know. it's lame. ahha


dont take ppl for granted.
sometimes u grow so accustomed to having that person around every single time and always being there that u tend to think "aiyahhh... we'll have time later" "later la" "some other time la" "there's always tmr and the next day and the next week and the week after" but i think we shouldnt do that. saying that there's always some other time or there's always tmr. cuz u'll never know what tmr will bring. and u'll never know when one will grow tired of being second best.

always remember how it felt the first time u held hands, the first time u kissed, the first time u decided to love each other, all the firsts la. haha. always live like there's no tmr. like there wont be any chance to relive it again.



why wait till the very last breath,
last second of survival,
when one is gonna die,
to live it to the fullest?
why wait till both ppl grow tired of each other to redo everything?
why wait till the problems arise to appreciate each other?
why wait till everything is over to realize that he/she is the person u really love?





p.s : this post is not referring to anybody =) it was just a thought. i was listening to the song. then all this thoughts bombarded my mind. haha

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TEACHER LIZZIEEEE!!!

today is my teacher's bday...

so decided to go to school and surprise her. heheh. arghhh.. sorry.. sidetrack abit.. my finger is swollen cuz i pulled a hang nail out. *sob* so painful. so now cant do anything properly. ok ok. let's get back to wishing my teacher. ahhaha.


they punked my teacher. which i missed cuz i was out with junior, sean, and mz getting the 2 buckets of kfc and 2 cakes from secret recipe. there's another cake which sean's aunt baked. didnt try that. cuz it has coffee. i hate coffee. so anyway.. they punked her. gave her the bday card. sang bday song. then the feasting began. ahhaa. not really feasting la. but bahs. whatever.


well, this teacher is really different to me. we werent close in the beginning. as usual. it always happens. ahhah. cuz i heard alot of "bad" things of her from su yi la. and even though all of us has weaknesses. we still love each other. haha. but things changed. and we got really close. i sat really near her. like when i turn around also can see her di. hahah. i just look to the right.... then i see her. haha. and she's the one that i go to when i need advice, a person to listen, a person to bergossip gossip. hahhaa. she also calls me to her table and talk to me bout some problems in school and all.

she has made high school more happening la. she has made my days in school really fun. and she's the only teacher that i really respect. like for example... sometimes we tend to forget bout the time during lunch. and we tend to stay upstairs longer than usual. then she has to send ppl to come and call us. and ill be the first to go down. or maybe ill go down even before she sends ppl to call us. haha. im like her secret spy. spying and finding for "missing" students. and not to forget class girl. u know.. office boy has to run around doing stuff. yeah... im the class girl. have to take score keys, send some stuff to the office or other teachers... such things. haha. boy...!!! reminiscing of the past really makes me miss school.

then we go for dinners or lunch dates. and we always have so much fun in the car with her. cuz she doesnt like it when ppl plays around while driving. yeahhhh... and we'll purposely do that to her. haha. she's really fun la. very nice to be with. and of course... being close to her has some advantages. i dont get the scolding... im not watched like a hawk. hahaha. sighhh.. i miss high school dayssssssssssssssss!!!!

* the bday girl! *

* seee! she still has time to scold ppl even when she's taking picture with me! sheesh! too much! haha *

* joy joy! miss her laaaa!!!! *

* justin. my girlfriend! haha *

* junior *

* he & his idiotic poses *

* sean. botak diii!!! ahahaha monk monk *

* jocelyn *

* shanice *
junior's cousin! she's super duper duper cuteeeee!!!! arghhhhhh!!!!!

and some random picturessss...

* joy joy & i *
when i went to kacau them. haha

* claire, jess *

* lala pose *
did we succeed?

* claire, me, geraldine, letitia, vanessa, grace, jess, rachel *

* vanessa *
she's really crazy once u get to know her. haha

just random stuffs

the higher the expectations... the greater the fall



assume - makes an ass of u and me


dont expect so much
dont ask for too much
dont ask for something u know u wont get
dont expect changes from someone.. unless one does willingly
dont expect things to be different


at least u have memories
at least u have moments
at least u have seconds
at least u have hours
at least u have each other


even though u wish for days
even though u wish for differences
even though u wish for changes
even though u wish for more


just be grateful for that moment
for that memory
for that second
for that hour
for whoever that person is


this is me.... telling myself.

first day of work

well.. my first day of work at cats whiskers was pretty interesting..

i found out that they have schedules. so yesterday i worked with 2 malay girls. their names are fatin and zac. both are really crazy ppl. let me talk bout them later. so anyway... fatin showed me the whole shop. actually there werent much places to show. cuz once u walk into the shop... u can see everything. but the worse part are the storerooms. it's not really storerooms. it's just set apart by curtains. and there are like 2 of them. both on different ends of the store. so it was pretty confusing. cuz they put the stock from short and long pants, dresses, bags, and accesories at one store room. i think so. then the other one has more.. it has shoes, shirts and blouses, long pants, shoes, jackets, skirts, and jeans. i think that's all.

it might sound easy. but they arrange the clothes in their design, sleeve length, and type like lace, chiffon. blablabla. and they have cats whiskers corner too. then she was talking and talking and explaining. i was like *blur* lost at the very first word that came out of her mouth man. ahhaha. seriously. im not exaggerating. it's the truth. haha. but oh wells. ill get used to it. it was really hard to find for the stocks and all. cuz i dont know which storeroom it's at. somemore fatin and zac knows every single detail of the stock. from whether it's the last piece to how many pieces it has left to what color it has to similar designs. and there were like tons and tons and tons of clothes with tons and tons and tons of countless colors. im like sooo shockeddd!!!!

they told me that i could walk around and look at the clothes and memorize them. but once im finished with one color and on to the next.... im like.... *blur* cant remember anything that i saw in the previous color and i was like so tired of looking at the clothes. it has so much that when i thought i saw all of it, one of the customer came and ask for different size or color. i was like thinking "wahhhh i never saw that design before.. where did she find it" im amazed. hahaha.

then we can try the clothes.. if there isnt much customer. they talk and laughed so loudly somemore. then their bf's or husbands came and find them for fun. we can just simply go and buy whatever we want to eat or drink. and the manager came with mcd's. she's a really nice person. somemore so young kay. tsk tsk *shakes head* so the whole time we were like having fun. most of the time we just sat around and talk and laugh. we only work when we were needed by the customers. but it's pretty tiring la. my legs are aching. but not as bad as going to bukit gasing. haha.

i felt really tired. cuz after like an hour or 2 of starting work... my head hurt so badly. i dont know what was the cause of it. but i didnt feel very well. then the girls was like asking me why i was so quiet and all. then i was like im just really tired and have a bad headache. oh wells. tmr im gonna have to work again. hope ill be able to warm up to them and also able to feel better


wow.. i didnt know i wrote so much di. haha. mostly it's crap anyways. =)

oh yeah

oh yeah. forgot to mention. was suppose to mention it after posting up the pictures from the cg on the outside. but there were some problems will posting up the pictures. and i got kinda irritated of it and all. so totally forgot to mention bout my part time job... hehe

anywaysss... im gonna try out working at cats whiskers. for those of u who havent heard of it.. it's something like blook. one of my church friends is the partner of it. so asked her for a job. but sometimes only gonna work 1 or 2 days. cuz she said they need more ppl working on weekends than weekdays. but oh wells. i dont mind. as long as i have something that can occupy my time. and i wont be wasting it by staying at home, watching tv or being online everyday. although many ppl would kill to be in my shoes right now. having tons of time. wasting away. but i dont want to waste my time. wanna do something. feel like a useless bum.

pictures from cg on the outside

i decided to take a break from cutting out stars for my cradle roll lesson. yess... im teaching again this coming sunday. im freaking out again. i guess ill stop freaking out few more years down the road. sometimes i dont know whether the babies... like literally babies. understand or even listen to whatever we say or sing or whatever. i mean i know renee and amelia and the older babies do listen and understand what we're saying. but i dont know whether the younger ones do.


arghhhh!!! and the mummy's scare me so much. hahaha. really oneeee... lalalala.. but but but... the plus point now is that we have to keep our lessons short!!!! wooo hoooo!!!! means that i no longer need to crack my head and think of things to occupy the babies with!!! i just need to sing tons of songs... keep the lesson simple and to the point.. give them some art&craft. then the mummy's can start talking and the babies can start eating =) arent i smart? hehe


i decided to upload pictures too. i just got it from claire last night. how nice of her. she wanted to sleep but she purposely stayed up so that the transfer would be complete. awww. im so touched. thanks again claire! hehe.


and i needed time off to do something. i mean i am doing something with cutting stars. but the questions keep going round and round my mind. and i refuse to give into the questions. i refuse, i refuse, i refuse.... i refuse to let my mind and my wondering get the best of me. i've let it get the best of me before. and i didnt like where it got me and i never wanna go there ever again. ever ever ever again. no way no way. even if u pay me a million billion trillion bucks. even if u would get me anything that i want in the whole wide world. i wouldnt. hahaa. anyway.... enough crapping =)

* brownie *
it was so yummy! from secret recipe

* michie, me, letitia, claire *
when we were eating the yummy yummy food

* clean up*
see... we do the dishes too kayyy. we're not spoilt princesses

* claire & cia *

* the cg *
top ( left - right ) : emm. cant remember her name, esther lim, grace, cia, claire, me
bottom ( left - right ) : evelyn khaw, letitia, carmen, caryn, michie

* crazy *
without crazy ones. it wont be luke girls anymore. hahaha!

exercising pictures. haha

2 trips to the hills in a week wei. gasing hill and kiara hill. but kiara hill was a different route. it was at the park. cuz we couldnt find the other path. bahs. but still had fun =)

gasing hill

* me, cia, claire, jess, rachel *

top ( left - right ) : rachel, me, claire, mich
bottom ( left - right ) : grace, esther lim, geraldine, cia, jess, eve
* we survivedddddd!!!! *
but it was a shorter path than we did the last time



kiara hill

* cia & i *

* the "macho" guys *
there to protect us. hahaa
(left - right ) : nick, zhen bon, andrew

* another one =) *

pictures

pictures from delz "surprise" bday dinner. bahs. it was no fun at all. either she was too shocked to show any emotion... or she's just.... i dont know la. hahaa. she la. spoil all the fun. she kept talking bout surprise parties... dinner... and all sorts of things. it was so hard to plan anything for her. spoil all the mood and all the fun di. sheesh. haahhaa. awwwww.. but i still love u ciaaaaaa!!!!!! *hugs*

* me, michie, kai cheh, cia *

top ( left - right ) : kai cheh, jo, andrew cousie
bottom ( left - right ) : ed, cia, me, michie cousie

* cia & i *
we have tons of pics together huh? hahaa.

* the girls *

* cia and the guys. hehe *