children church song....memories. kekee

today i woke up with this children church song stuck in my head.



He's the Lord of the sunshine
and Lord of the rain
He's the Lord of the good times
and Lord of the pain

He's the Lord of the mountains
and Lord of the sea
Lord of the music
Lord of the children
Lord of Y O U & M E



since i practically grew up singing that song almost like every sunday. maybe la. cant remember. even sometimes when im on duty for cradle roll. sometimes i choose to sing that song too. but i just sang it. never really thought bout the words. but this morning... i suddenly realize. the effect it took upon me. the way it brought peace into my heart. the way everything feels so calm and perfect. knowing that everything is truly in God's hands.



He really is the Lord of everything. He's everywhere. loving and caring for us. whether we feel Him or not it doesnt matter. as long as we know that He's forever there for us. waiting for us to turn and talk to Him. to draw love, strength, peace, wisdom, faith, trust, etc. as long as we ask


furthermore.... im kind of a negative person. im always scared bout every single thing. scared of the future. scared of minor things. scared of the dark. scared of speaking to strangers(as in newcomers in church or college ppl or ppl in new places la). like more shy actually. scared of insects. scared of dirt. scared of i dont know what else la.



so this song really made my heart calm down. cuz tmr im planning to go to the kindergarten behind my house to ask for a job. and this thing has been postponed for almost a month now. woahhhh!!! time flies. cuz i was really scared to go there. show up and just ask for a job. but i know that it's time for me to do things on my own. to be bold and brave. soooooooo... yeaps. pray that ill get a job =)