mixed feelings

as for some of u know.. i've been teaching in my school since thursday last week. well, last week was quite fun. cuz most of the time i was talking with the kids and was laughing around with them. but the main teacher there was telling me not to be so close to them. cuz if not it's very hard to control them. soooo... this week gotta be a little strict with them. but it's really hard la.. then i had to teach this kid that has learning disabilities. it's like he can do maths, but when he looks at words. he's mind like suddenly stops. hmmmm, maybe i can relate to that. haha. cuz it happened to me most of the time. i mean last time la. not now. now it's mostly laziness that's stopping me from studying....so anyway. yeah, that's what i've been doing in school.

and i've been asking God for strength this few days. been facing some difficult situations. dont really want to talk bout it here. as long as i know and God knows. then it's ok. maybe i have to share it with delz one day. aiks. did i say maybe. i think i should let her know. hehe. so anyway, i better get back to studying right now. it's quite late di. =)