* that's when i love u *

havent been posting much lyrics now a days. got more stuff to talk bout other than lyrics that i've heard that has touched my heart one way or another. but this song. this song has certainly touched my heart for quite sometime. till i cant put it off no more. i HAVE to post it here. anyway.. here goes




when u have to look away
when u dont have much to say
that's when i love u
i love u just that way
to hear u stumble when u speak
or see u walk with 2 left feet
that's when i love u
i love u endlessly

and when u're mad cause u lost a game
forget im waiting in the rain
baby i love u
i love u anyway

cuz here's my promise made tonight
u can count on me for life
that's when i love u
when nothing u do can change my mind
the more i learn
the more i love
the more my heart cant get enough
that's when i love u
when i love u no matter what

so when u turn to hide ur eyes
cuz the movie it made u cry
that's when i love u
i love u a lil more each time
and when u cant quite match ur clothes
or when u laugh at ur own jokes
that's when i love u
i love u more than u'll know

and when u forget that we had a date
or that look that u get when u show up late
baby i love u
i love u anyway



i guess now u know why this song has been stuck in my head for quite sometime. the lyrics really means alot. i've been wanting to be that kind of girl

who loves one no matter what
no matter how one acts
how one speaks
one's weaknesses
one's choices
so on so forth

but it has been really hard. i definitely cant love one for one's weaknesses by myself. no wonder im not God huh. then i'll totally fail. alot of emotions and thoughts are jumbled up in my mind. cant seem to put down into words. it's like i have a ton of stuff in my mind. but it kills me everytime when i cant put it in words. when i cant really express it out. then one wouldnt really know how hurt i am. one can only know the surface of my feelings.

sometimes there are an infinite amount of stuff which i wanna say. but it just doesnt seem to come out. i dont have the courage or the ability to speak out those stuff. until slowly a small part inside of me starts to die. then slowly it'll lead to times where i dont care as much anymore. dont care to speak it out. dont care to tell ppl my true feelings. keep on putting it off no matter how much it affects me and that's really really bad.




* most people are stronger than they know but they just forget to believe in it sometimes *