when i came back to church... i noticed she's gone. she has gone back home. i can no longer find her to say goodbye anymore. it hasnt really dawn in me that she's leaving. i still cant accept the fact that she's gonna go back to aussieland in approx. 6-7 hours time. 3 months has flown by pretty quick. but to wait for her to come back really feels like a million years more.
i still cant believe it that she'll be gone really soon. i cant accept the fact that i wont have an extra person to fetch. i wont have anyone to walk around 1u with doing nonsense and laughing our heads off while walking. i wont have anyone to talk nonsense with. i wont have anyone to be there sayang-ing me. i wont have anyone to kacau.
there is a void that i will feel whenever she's not around. i feel like im missing someone closest to me. thinking bout her leaving really makes me wanna cry. actually, there is a void that i feel whenever my friends has to go back overseas.
writing this post has forced me to accept the fact that she's gonna leave tmr. forced me to realize that i have to wait another gruelling 8-9 months of torture till she comes back
this cant be happening!!!!!!!! no justea sayang!!!!!!!!!!! dont leave dont leave!!!
u certainly have been and u are a blessing to me. u have been such a great friend. more than anyone can ask. no words can describe how thankful i am to God for putting u in my life. my life would definitely and most certainly be different without u.
i'll end here by asking God to grant u a safe trip back. praying that u'll be able to find more friends that will impact ur life there. u've changed alot ever since u went to aussieland. God has and is doing a great and awesome job in molding u to be the person that He wants u to be =)
will be missing and loving u always. muahs
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dearest estee dearie...
am missing you already. reading ur post makes me wana tear again. the 3 mnths really did pass by so QUICKELY. it was pretty tiring too at times. but i never regretted it. i enjoyed every single moment =) ill miss you ah ma. but i know that distance will also not be a hindrance for us. we still can ah ma over webcam right hahaha.. looking forward to it already =p all my love.
ahhaha..
justea dearie..
yeah mann.. 3 months has past by oh-so-QUICKELY. cant wait till the time when u can come back for good. i guess this distance is a good thing. then we can appreciate each other more.
many a times, when we get to see our loved ones often, we tend to take each other for granted. well, let's hope distance will make the heart grow fonder huh. hahaha.
but being ah ma through the webcam is not as good as being ah ma in person. but oh wells.. better than nothing huh.
take care of urself over there!
love love
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