:: FINALLY ::

i've finally thought things out with myself. u know how? wanna know how? hehe. lolz. as i was watching the last few episodes of triumph in the skies last night. i've learned loads of stuff from that show. really a meaningful show. teaches me loads bout life and all. one thing that zoe said that really made me think and understand a few things bout life. its something like. even there may be loads of thunderstorms and lightning and hail and raining cats & dogs. in the end. what will come out? the sun right? so at that moment. suddenly this thought like struck me. isnt it something like our daily life problems and difficulties? at that time u may think aw man. this is bad. horrible. i hate it. its the worse time of my life. but in the end. surely without fail, God will help u solve the problem. and u'll have the answers to ur problems. now that's one thing that i've finally understood. a good example eh? hehe. and then second one was from the show triumph in the skies too. last time belle and sam were together but for a short short while. then now, they are still close friends, they still care for each other as if they were still together, and they are really lovey dovey till sometimes their friends think that there's something going on between them. but that made me think. surely ur past love will have a great impact in ur life. and surely that person wont just disappear from ur heart. esp. if that guy or girl is ur first love u know. remember my last post. saying bout my first love and all. im finally over that. i've finally learned to see the bright side in difficulties. but of course sometimes being a normal human. i still dread seeing problems. but at least i get to stand back up and continue to grow in my trust in God right? pooi yian told me before that. when ur in the picture, u wont see anything nice in it, u wont see anything good in it, u'll see everything bad. but once u take a step back. and get out of the frame. and when u see the WHOLE BIG picture, u'll realize that its good and its a beautiful potrait. ugh! pray for me! i still need inspirations and things to say cuz ill be sharing or ermm. what's that word? bah. dunno. ill be erm i guess sharing during the sleep over thingy in march in march! which is like 3 weeks from now. sooo pray that ill be bold enough to stand up there. hehe