"hate that i love you"

he doesnt understand this song by ne-yo and rihanna.
sometimes i dont even know whether he's acting dumb or he's really dumb
when i get angry with him, this song comes into mind


i told him that day
the reason why i cant look at him when im angry
is because then i cant help but smile and let the anger seep away
then he'll win....!
he'll win the war
no way am i gonna let him win

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can u feel it?
can u sense it?
is it obvious to u as it is to me?
why can't u see it the way i do?
aren't u worried?
aren't u scared?


i know that everyone is different
but it just kills me that u act like it's nothing
how would u feel if i was like that?
so what if ur not reacting the same way as the person?
but ur letting the person do it to u right?
aren't u opening a hole of possibilities?
of chances?
if one day it really happens, how will u react?
what would u do to stop it then?
will u even let me know?





whatever