a friend

hey... meet isabella
a girl whom i knew since the day i was born
she's a close friend
it's like we know each other inside and out
at times we are so alike
but sometimes i feel like i dont know her at all





she's the kind of person who gives up whenever things dont go her way
she loves to wallow in self pity
she's still like that even when people gives in to what she wants
she wants people to pamper her
she wants people to do the things that she expects them to do(like as though they can read her mind)




she wants everything to go her way
the way that she expects
the way that she imagines it to be
the way that she fantasizes




constantly she tells me that she hates herself
she thinks that she's not worthy of love
she thinks that everyone is against her
she even pushes away the person who loves her so much
that's the part she hates the most







remember when i say that at times we are so much alike?
hahaha
this is the time when i feel that we're so much alike