decisions

sigh
im so sad
i hate making decisions
i hate it when i make wrong estimations
i hate it when i think that i have alot of time in my hands




today i was forced to make the most unpeaceful decision i've ever made

i forgot that tonight i had plans

i felt that i needed to do something today

luckily ashley smsed me bout dinner

but in the end of the day, i decided that i will not go

the decision was also supported by kevin

sigh

i've never felt like this before

i didnt feel the peace when i made the decision at all

i didnt feel good when i decided not to go

i felt like i've made the biggest mistake of my life

sigh

i wish that i would never again be stucked in this miserable cross road

but oh wells

this is life

it is filled with cross roads, choices to make, good and bad

aih

so many things to do

so little time