moments i miss

i just came back from a dinner with kim and i realize how much i miss my bunch of friends. now i feel like i have not many ppl who i can call a friend. most of them are in church and that's also cuz i have a "common meeting up place" but right now... cuz im not in college or anything. i feel like i dont have much friends. i feel really bad when i have to miss yet another bday dinner cuz of church. yet another event cuz of church. there's always a price to pay when we follow God. when we choose God instead of our friends.

we were reminiscing bout the past. bout our schooling days. bout the days when we acted really dumb and idiotic. well, actually... we still do now. but..... it's just not the same as before. i feel really distant from them. like i feel we're strangers once again. like i need to get to know them all over again.

while writing this post. i was reminded by what eng kok said during our fellowship series in my youth. he was saying that sometimes friends comes and go. they come in a certain point of time in our lives. they leave their marks...leave memories. then we all move on. to different places. to different purposes. then the cycle goes on and on. and only a few would stay our friends longer. but what if i dont want them to just come and go? what if i want them to stay forever with me? it's certainly not easy to build friendships. it takes time, effort from both parties.

* kim & shin thong *

* st, nat, kim *

* most of this pictures were taken when we celebrated den's bday and christmas *

* the crazy guys *

* the crazy girls *

* nat! *
cant wait till she and st comes back! miss them terribly

* my darling bff's *
i miss them so much! dont have the luxury of seeing them everyday in school anymore *tear* but no matter what... they will be forever in my mind =)