i was planning of complaining bout my life here... but this signing into this blog made me even more pissed off.. sooo pissed off that i cant even write down my true feeelings.. ughhhhh..
fine fine.. now im in the mood to tell it out here...
ughhh!!! i dont understand.. why cant i have freedom????? im going to be 18 for goodness sake. my friend.. she's like 15 or something.. can go on a trip to pangkor with my other friends.... and meeeeee???? i cant go cuz my mum said it's too dangerous
i cant even go to sunway lagoon themepark??? can u imagine??? can u believe it?????????????????????????????????????????????
i cant even drive the sonata.. cuz my mum said that it's too big a car and too nice. that ppl will come and kidnap me.. i was like WHAT THE HECKKKKKKkkkKKKkkKkkK??????!!!!!!!!!!! harlo... ppl walk or ride bicycle's will get kidnapped tooo.. so what does it have to do with the car and all?????????????????????
ughhhhhh.. and i cant even come back around 12 something.. by 10 their already calling me asking where i am... im like what the heck???? then my mum dont even let me go for prayer meeting - one which my old schools friends started.. we have it every tuesday night - she said that she dont want to stay up worrying bout me.. im like.... i didnt ask u to worry bout me also.. i didnt ask u to wait up for me also.. it's not like im coming home around 3-4... WHAT THE HECK LAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!
arghhhhhhH!!!! *screams* *shouts* *pull hair* *sob sob*
i really cant stand it. i wish i can move out and do anything i want. ughhhhh!!!!! I HATE THIS LIFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
Saturday, May 27, 2006
somemore pics. hehe
in between the racks of alcohols
the path going to the washroom. ahha
racks and racks of reserved alcohol.luna bar
wonder why i suddenly went to luna bar?
the night view at the top. guess how high it is? it's at the 34th floor
haha.. me & kim love this sink so much that we couldnt resist taking pic of it. it's in the center of the washroom
another sink at the side. also quite nice one
kim & me
from the top view. looking down. it has 2 floors
me & kim love this part the most!
this is next to the top part.. it's the end of the whole place di. it's all fountains.
this is from the end of the place looking towards the bar.
the bar. super cool eh!
and above the bar.. u can see the kl tower
actually i've been wanting to go.. but didnt get a chance to go
cuz u know... i dont have much freedom
so there was one night when me, my bro, and my dad was on our way home from bidor
cuz we had to attend one of my dad's relative's daughter's wedding.
apparently it's their first daughter getting wed.
and they have like 5 daughters.
can u believe it? woah right
so i was talking to my bro la.. then dont know why suddenly i mentioned luna bar.. then i said that i wanna go and see. cuz nat said it was really really nice. so then he was like yeah... it's nice and blablabla
then few days or weeks later... he asked me to keep the 27th of may free.. then i was like why?? then he was like just keep it free la. but then... later he told me that he wants to bring me to luna bar.. but ill be really bored cuz he's going with his friends. so he asked me to bring 1 friend along. so i asked kim. since she has been wanting to go too..
and i was soooo smart to remember to bring a camera.. hahaa.. if not ill probably kill myself for not bringing. hahaa. so me and kim are deciding to go there for our bday. we normally celebrate together cuz our bdays are like 1 day apart. so cool eh. haha.
cuz u know... i dont have much freedom
so there was one night when me, my bro, and my dad was on our way home from bidor
cuz we had to attend one of my dad's relative's daughter's wedding.
apparently it's their first daughter getting wed.
and they have like 5 daughters.
can u believe it? woah right
so i was talking to my bro la.. then dont know why suddenly i mentioned luna bar.. then i said that i wanna go and see. cuz nat said it was really really nice. so then he was like yeah... it's nice and blablabla
then few days or weeks later... he asked me to keep the 27th of may free.. then i was like why?? then he was like just keep it free la. but then... later he told me that he wants to bring me to luna bar.. but ill be really bored cuz he's going with his friends. so he asked me to bring 1 friend along. so i asked kim. since she has been wanting to go too..
and i was soooo smart to remember to bring a camera.. hahaa.. if not ill probably kill myself for not bringing. hahaa. so me and kim are deciding to go there for our bday. we normally celebrate together cuz our bdays are like 1 day apart. so cool eh. haha.
so here's a few pictures taken on that day. really REALLY nice place to just hang out with friends and talk and all.. really relaxing and all.. should go and check the place out. really really. it's on the 34th floor. and the place has 2 floors. actually in the day time... it's a swimming pool area. but at night... they turn it into a bar. so that's why there's a swimming pool in the middle. it's in some hotel.. cant remember what's the name of the hotel. cathay pacific or some hotel la. so that day when we went.... there were tons of caucasians. hehe.
the night view at the top. guess how high it is? it's at the 34th floor
haha.. me & kim love this sink so much that we couldnt resist taking pic of it. it's in the center of the washroom
another sink at the side. also quite nice one
kim & me
from the top view. looking down. it has 2 floors
me & kim love this part the most!
this is next to the top part.. it's the end of the whole place di. it's all fountains.
this is from the end of the place looking towards the bar.
the bar. super cool eh!
and above the bar.. u can see the kl towerThursday, May 25, 2006
*better than life*
i was rewriting my testimony for the discipleship class. cuz i wasnt very happy with it. so i was thinking of what to write. what i would want to share with ppl bout what has God done in my life. and as i was listening to some specially chosen christian praise songs... haha.. this song started playing. it's really nice. by hillsongs
better than the riches of this world
better than the sound of my friend's voices
better than the biggest dreams of my heart
and that's just the start
better than getting what i say i need
better than living the life that i want to
better than the love anyone could give
Your love is
You hold me now in Your arms
and never let me go
You, oh Lord, make the sun shine
and the moon light in the night sky
You give me breath and all Your love
i give my heart to You because
i cant stop falling in love with You
ill never stop falling in love with You
i cant stop falling in love with You
ill never stop falling in love with You
better than the riches of this world
better than the sound of my friend's voices
better than the biggest dreams of my heart
and that's just the start
better than getting what i say i need
better than living the life that i want to
better than the love anyone could give
Your love is
You hold me now in Your arms
and never let me go
You, oh Lord, make the sun shine
and the moon light in the night sky
You give me breath and all Your love
i give my heart to You because
i cant stop falling in love with You
ill never stop falling in love with You
i cant stop falling in love with You
ill never stop falling in love with You
random stuff
hmmmm... lots of regrets going on..
thoughts of what i should have SAID
thoughts of what i should have DONE
really killing me now.
sometimes i tell myself not to think so much
just take things as it is
if i didnt say or do something... then just let the regret pass
let the moment pass
but.......
i CANT seem to do THAT nowwwww!!!!
the moment keeps replaying and replaying in my head.
and this voice keeps telling me that i SHOULD HAVE done this
i SHOULD HAVE said that
ughhhh!!!! cant that silly voice leave me alone???
it's enough that i didnt do it
but this thing inside of me gotta keep reminding me over and over again what i didnt do or say
grrrrrr... soooo geram - ted
now now.. im not saying that im having split personalities and that there's this other person in me.
im just saying that i keep blaming myself over and over again
and telling myself WHY DIDNT I DO OR SAY SUCH AND SUCH!!! ughhhh
grrrrrr
well.... at least i have something to thank God for.. it's that He is the God of not only 2nd chances but infinity chances. haha. imagine if u missed a moment or a chance... then He'll shut the door on u. awww mann.. that'll suck man. ahaha. through this mistake today... i've realized this.. hmmm.. maybe it's not so bad after all.. u know going through this feeling. cuz it made me remember something that i've forgotten.
but i hope that this kinda regret will never happen.. and that i would remember God's promises. hehe
ahhhhh.. ok ok.. now i feel better after ranting on and on bout how i feel now. haha.. i do hope i feel better. ish ish. if not..... grrrrrr.. hahaha..
anyway.. im really tired now.. played badminton today again.
i played the whole day in school. me and my friend was suppose to take a test. hahaha.. but we were not ready to do it la. since our teacher keep complaining that we waste her time if we simply do our test. so therefore we didnt do. in the end....during lunch time, before we pray, kena scolding from her.. she just said it to the whole class that some ppl have to take test before the holiday. but didnt take it. and she continued bout some other things that she's not happy bout la. cant remember though. cuz honestly... i wasnt paying attention for a while. ahaha. oops. but she didnt specifically talk bout me and my friend. ish ish.. dont care la
so in the end... i had a GREAT time in school.. played bingo before lunch.. then after lunch we played mafia. quite a fun game. sometimes. haha. im surprised that my teacher let us play. ahha.
thoughts of what i should have SAID
thoughts of what i should have DONE
really killing me now.
sometimes i tell myself not to think so much
just take things as it is
if i didnt say or do something... then just let the regret pass
let the moment pass
but.......
i CANT seem to do THAT nowwwww!!!!
the moment keeps replaying and replaying in my head.
and this voice keeps telling me that i SHOULD HAVE done this
i SHOULD HAVE said that
ughhhh!!!! cant that silly voice leave me alone???
it's enough that i didnt do it
but this thing inside of me gotta keep reminding me over and over again what i didnt do or say
grrrrrr... soooo geram - ted
now now.. im not saying that im having split personalities and that there's this other person in me.
im just saying that i keep blaming myself over and over again
and telling myself WHY DIDNT I DO OR SAY SUCH AND SUCH!!! ughhhh
grrrrrr
well.... at least i have something to thank God for.. it's that He is the God of not only 2nd chances but infinity chances. haha. imagine if u missed a moment or a chance... then He'll shut the door on u. awww mann.. that'll suck man. ahaha. through this mistake today... i've realized this.. hmmm.. maybe it's not so bad after all.. u know going through this feeling. cuz it made me remember something that i've forgotten.
but i hope that this kinda regret will never happen.. and that i would remember God's promises. hehe
ahhhhh.. ok ok.. now i feel better after ranting on and on bout how i feel now. haha.. i do hope i feel better. ish ish. if not..... grrrrrr.. hahaha..
anyway.. im really tired now.. played badminton today again.
i played the whole day in school. me and my friend was suppose to take a test. hahaha.. but we were not ready to do it la. since our teacher keep complaining that we waste her time if we simply do our test. so therefore we didnt do. in the end....during lunch time, before we pray, kena scolding from her.. she just said it to the whole class that some ppl have to take test before the holiday. but didnt take it. and she continued bout some other things that she's not happy bout la. cant remember though. cuz honestly... i wasnt paying attention for a while. ahaha. oops. but she didnt specifically talk bout me and my friend. ish ish.. dont care la
so in the end... i had a GREAT time in school.. played bingo before lunch.. then after lunch we played mafia. quite a fun game. sometimes. haha. im surprised that my teacher let us play. ahha.
Monday, May 22, 2006
badminton & cg on the outside
my saturday was really good. played badminton with delz, ed, andrew, and kim in the morning. we played in emmmm.. cant remember what's the place called.. it's near subang parade there i guess.. hahaha. somewhere nearby la.
it was really fun playing with them. playing with a different bunch of ppl. on the way to the badminton place. i was telling delz that i've been seeing them sooo much. like 3 days in a row.. spending alot alot of time together. ahhaha. but.... they'll never fail to make everything fun and enjoyable!
then after that we went our own ways cuz we needed to prepare for cg on the outside. the youth had cg's at different different places. but learning bout the same things. it's a change la. cuz normally we would have it in church. so this was something different.
so anyway.. it was really really fun. my 2nd time worship leading. i wasnt THAT scared as the last time cuz this time.... it's among the girls.. smaller scale. so it wasnt that nerve racking.
then we had games.... hahaha.. a really crazy time cuz me, delz, and mich was the craziest among the rest. i didnt know what came over us. didnt know what made us all SO crazy. ahhaa.
this is group 2.. can u count our fingers? hehe
after the games we started the lesson. it was bout dating. really learnt alot of things from it. shared here and there. then delz told a story. really really interesting story i should say. but oh wells... i've heard it before. hahaa. but it's nice hearing it again.
the cg lesson was really great. i love talking bout bgr. i dont know why. it's really really interesting. i guess that's one of the topic that will never bore ppl. ahaha. everyone will surely be really interested in learning bout bgr.
and we took alot of pictures.. of courseeee!!! ahhaa
outside delz' house
nice anot? nice anot? ahah
it was really fun playing with them. playing with a different bunch of ppl. on the way to the badminton place. i was telling delz that i've been seeing them sooo much. like 3 days in a row.. spending alot alot of time together. ahhaha. but.... they'll never fail to make everything fun and enjoyable!
then after that we went our own ways cuz we needed to prepare for cg on the outside. the youth had cg's at different different places. but learning bout the same things. it's a change la. cuz normally we would have it in church. so this was something different.
so anyway.. it was really really fun. my 2nd time worship leading. i wasnt THAT scared as the last time cuz this time.... it's among the girls.. smaller scale. so it wasnt that nerve racking.
then we had games.... hahaha.. a really crazy time cuz me, delz, and mich was the craziest among the rest. i didnt know what came over us. didnt know what made us all SO crazy. ahhaa.
this is group 2.. can u count our fingers? hehe
after the games we started the lesson. it was bout dating. really learnt alot of things from it. shared here and there. then delz told a story. really really interesting story i should say. but oh wells... i've heard it before. hahaa. but it's nice hearing it again.
the cg lesson was really great. i love talking bout bgr. i dont know why. it's really really interesting. i guess that's one of the topic that will never bore ppl. ahaha. everyone will surely be really interested in learning bout bgr.
and we took alot of pictures.. of courseeee!!! ahhaa
outside delz' house
nice anot? nice anot? ahah
Saturday, May 20, 2006
thoughts....
isnt it funny?
that things happen when u least expect it?
isnt it funny?
that no matter how much u wish it happens.... at times it wont happen?
but i've realized that in God's time.... when u least expected it to happen... it happens.
im so so so SO amazed by God. by the things that He has done in my life and things that He can do.
everyday.... He never fails to surprise me.
truly each day... i experience different things... even though i might be doing the same things over and over again..
but i learn different things.
actually... i have alot of things to say one... but.... hahaha.. i forgotten all of it. cuz i took really long to update my blog. shucks cant remember.. this is as much as i can remember.
cuz what i've learnt this whole week is that.... things happens when u least expect it to.. in God's time. really. many times i've tried to speed up God's timing. i would be like God!!!!! why la sooo longggggg??? cant it like ZOOM and in a BLINK of an eye... it's there? haha.
but nahhhh.. i dont think that'll happen. i mean not always. it depends on what i guess..
but through all this waiting and all.. it really develops perseverance and faith in God.
this is the time where u learn to trust in God.. that He'll give u everything in due time.
that things happen when u least expect it?
isnt it funny?
that no matter how much u wish it happens.... at times it wont happen?
but i've realized that in God's time.... when u least expected it to happen... it happens.
im so so so SO amazed by God. by the things that He has done in my life and things that He can do.
everyday.... He never fails to surprise me.
truly each day... i experience different things... even though i might be doing the same things over and over again..
but i learn different things.
actually... i have alot of things to say one... but.... hahaha.. i forgotten all of it. cuz i took really long to update my blog. shucks cant remember.. this is as much as i can remember.
cuz what i've learnt this whole week is that.... things happens when u least expect it to.. in God's time. really. many times i've tried to speed up God's timing. i would be like God!!!!! why la sooo longggggg??? cant it like ZOOM and in a BLINK of an eye... it's there? haha.
but nahhhh.. i dont think that'll happen. i mean not always. it depends on what i guess..
but through all this waiting and all.. it really develops perseverance and faith in God.
this is the time where u learn to trust in God.. that He'll give u everything in due time.
updates..
well well... i've been wanting to update my blog. but well... laziness got the better of me. haahha.
hmmmm.. let's seee.. what's the most recent thing that i've done..
i enjoyed a great dinner with delz, ed, andrew, and kim last night. we went to rakuzen. i would advice those ppl who wants to try rakuzen that.......... emmmmmm.... DO NOT GO TO THE MT. KIARA OR HARTAMAS ONEEEEEE!!!! ok ok.. i dont know which one.. whether it's in mt. kiara or hartamas. can never differentiate the place. haha. so anyway... it's in plaza damas. oh my goodness.. the service was really bad. at first we were sitting at this place with 2 tables. so we didnt have much privacy... buttttt!!!! the best part was that we had this ringer or bell or something.. this thing la.. where we can press to call the waiter or waitress or whatever... but there was no privacy. so when we were walking around the restaurant - a pretty nice place i would say - then we discovered this nice sitting place. where we can have privacy... and the sitting is like a horseshoe.. so it was really really nice..
but... we didnt realize that there was no button thingy to press to call the waiter or waitress. sooooo.. it was really sucky.. cuz whenever we ask for something.. it takes a million years to come. and i dont know why my food is always the last to come. even the bill took really long. it's like before me, delz, and kim went to the toilet. they asked for the bill.. then when we came back.. the bill still havent come mannn!!!! can u believe it???????? and it's not like there's not much workers around. it's like seriously damn cacated lo. damn irritating. ughhhh!!! never gonna go back there again. sheesh.
then we wanted dessert at bon ton. but...... it shifted to dont know where. ish ish. was thinking of such a nice and yummy dessert but got let down. so we ended up going to ktz in kl. and gosh!!! it's so horrible. so sucky laa. sighhh.. but the whole night was full of fun, laughter, craziness, frustration(of the service in rakuzen), and the best of all...taking picturessss!!!!
me and delz at the table that has no privacy but has a button to press for the waiter or waitress
this is the horseshoe table...
kim, me, delz at ktz kl
hmmmm.. let's seee.. what's the most recent thing that i've done..
i enjoyed a great dinner with delz, ed, andrew, and kim last night. we went to rakuzen. i would advice those ppl who wants to try rakuzen that.......... emmmmmm.... DO NOT GO TO THE MT. KIARA OR HARTAMAS ONEEEEEE!!!! ok ok.. i dont know which one.. whether it's in mt. kiara or hartamas. can never differentiate the place. haha. so anyway... it's in plaza damas. oh my goodness.. the service was really bad. at first we were sitting at this place with 2 tables. so we didnt have much privacy... buttttt!!!! the best part was that we had this ringer or bell or something.. this thing la.. where we can press to call the waiter or waitress or whatever... but there was no privacy. so when we were walking around the restaurant - a pretty nice place i would say - then we discovered this nice sitting place. where we can have privacy... and the sitting is like a horseshoe.. so it was really really nice..
but... we didnt realize that there was no button thingy to press to call the waiter or waitress. sooooo.. it was really sucky.. cuz whenever we ask for something.. it takes a million years to come. and i dont know why my food is always the last to come. even the bill took really long. it's like before me, delz, and kim went to the toilet. they asked for the bill.. then when we came back.. the bill still havent come mannn!!!! can u believe it???????? and it's not like there's not much workers around. it's like seriously damn cacated lo. damn irritating. ughhhh!!! never gonna go back there again. sheesh.
then we wanted dessert at bon ton. but...... it shifted to dont know where. ish ish. was thinking of such a nice and yummy dessert but got let down. so we ended up going to ktz in kl. and gosh!!! it's so horrible. so sucky laa. sighhh.. but the whole night was full of fun, laughter, craziness, frustration(of the service in rakuzen), and the best of all...taking picturessss!!!!
me and delz at the table that has no privacy but has a button to press for the waiter or waitress
this is the horseshoe table... 
kim, me, delz at ktz klFriday, May 12, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMYYY!!!!
today is my mummy's bday..
most of the time i hurt her...
but i really love her
i dont intentionally hurt her
i try to be a good girl
to be a daughter that every mum wants
if ever i become a mum... i want a daughter that treats me as her friend.
who says i love u.
who hugs me anytime.
who laughs and talk with me.
who shares her problem with me.
who looks to me whenever she needs anything.
but at times....
i cant become that daughter for my mum.
whenever things dont go my way...
ill shut her out of my life
i know it hurts her so much
i try to have God's unconditional love..
am still trying. hahaa
hope i get to succeed before anything happens =)
oh wellssss...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMMYYYYYYYY!!!!!
most of the time i hurt her...
but i really love her
i dont intentionally hurt her
i try to be a good girl
to be a daughter that every mum wants
if ever i become a mum... i want a daughter that treats me as her friend.
who says i love u.
who hugs me anytime.
who laughs and talk with me.
who shares her problem with me.
who looks to me whenever she needs anything.
but at times....
i cant become that daughter for my mum.
whenever things dont go my way...
ill shut her out of my life
i know it hurts her so much
i try to have God's unconditional love..
am still trying. hahaa
hope i get to succeed before anything happens =)
oh wellssss...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMMYYYYYYYY!!!!!
Monday, May 08, 2006
*always*
love this song
VERY VERY muchie
did u rise the sun for me?
or paint a million stars that i might
know Your majesty?
is Your voice upon the wind?
is everything i've known marked
with my Makers fingerprints?
breathe on me
let me see Your face
ever i will seek You
cause all You are, is all i want, always
draw me close in Your arms
oh God, i wanna be with You
can i feel You in the rain?
abandon all i am to have You
capture me again
let the earth resound with praise
can You hear as all creation lives
to glorify one name?
VERY VERY muchie
did u rise the sun for me?
or paint a million stars that i might
know Your majesty?
is Your voice upon the wind?
is everything i've known marked
with my Makers fingerprints?
breathe on me
let me see Your face
ever i will seek You
cause all You are, is all i want, always
draw me close in Your arms
oh God, i wanna be with You
can i feel You in the rain?
abandon all i am to have You
capture me again
let the earth resound with praise
can You hear as all creation lives
to glorify one name?
Sunday, May 07, 2006
firsts...
yesterday was my cousin's (eugene) wedding. the couples name are eugene and ginie. so in short it's euginie. and the theme was PINK and ivory
i went through some things for the first time... i.e first 'chip san leong' or where the groom and the heng dai's will go over to the bride's house and go through some torturing moments planned by the chee mui's before getting to see the bride. and also being a bridesmaid.
me and ginie got to know when the groom and the heng dai's arrive. cuz they were like honking real loudly. and that time was like really early in the morning. i think if im their neighbors, ill be so frust. cuz on an early saturday morning... there's this bunch of ppl who is honking their car horns so loudly and so long. haha.
the 'chip san leong' part was ok i guess. cuz i got to sit with her in the nice air conditioned room and i was putting my ear to the door and telling her what's happening and who said what and stuff like that. wish i could be out there watching the girls torture the guys. the guys enjoyed it la. they found the food rather tasty. haha.
so after the groom get to see the bride. the 'cham cha' or tea ceremony begins. and then i dont know what to do cuz there were like tons of cameraman everywhere. so i didnt know how to stand by her side when all the cameramen was right next to her. sigh. and the bride's side had more relatives. so it took really long. and she followed some chinese tradition that i've never heard before. so it was quite interesting la.
so after the tea ceremony in ginie's house, we went on to the groom's house. but we were ahead of time. so we were like waiting for a while before leaving the bride's house.
the journey to the house was REALLY REALLY interesting. cuz the video recording guy (dont know what u call him) was like sticking his body out of the car and recording the bridal car. taking pictures of them in the car. and we were on the highway u know. so they planned la. when isit safe for them to start recording and taking pictures. it really felt like we were recording some jackie chan movie. haha.
so we reached early to the groom's house. so we had to make a detour and stop and chit chat for a while before arriving to the groom's house.
throughout the whole time i had to be with ginie.. besides private moments. of course. haha.
so after the 'cham cha'.. me, ginie, and my uncle went to the saloon and wash our hairs. after getting that done. we went back and i manage to get a few minutes of rest. i manage to drink some 100 plus before i restart my engines. haha.
so after a few minutes. we had to leave for eastin. we arrived around 2.30 something. then we went up to the room and then sharon(church member and make up artist) did my make up first. then we waited for ginie to freshen up and all. so again... i manage to rest for a while. watched some tv. watched some pool and there's something bout mary movie. after a few minutes of that. i accompanied andrew down to the ballroom cuz he needed to check some stuffs.
then i went up and change and then help ginie with her gown. then we went down for the ceremony.
throughout the whole ceremony. i really didnt know what to do. i was so nervous... and i was so scared that ill do something stupid to ruin the whole wedding. argh. but the ceremony passed by really fast and then it was the photography session. so i manage to take some pictures. haha. wonder if ill ever get the rest of the pictures. hmmmm. hehe. so anyway...
then it was the dinner session. i didnt need to do much after that. only needed to help her change into her pink dress that's all. so it wasnt that bad la for the dinner. enjoyed the dinner. eventhough i was really sleepy during the dinner. i tried to enjoy the night. hehe.
i would like to say that the whole thing was really bad. cuz i didnt know what to do. not really a good bridesmaid. haha. but it was a really good experience. i would want to be a bridesmaid again next time. not soon... not in few years time. haha.
awwww mannn.. if now im so stressed out right. and it's not even my own wedding u know. i cant imagine on my wedding day. i think ill be like *faint-ed* hahaha. there's like so many things to plan and do. oh gosshhhH!!! haha.
i went through some things for the first time... i.e first 'chip san leong' or where the groom and the heng dai's will go over to the bride's house and go through some torturing moments planned by the chee mui's before getting to see the bride. and also being a bridesmaid.
me and ginie got to know when the groom and the heng dai's arrive. cuz they were like honking real loudly. and that time was like really early in the morning. i think if im their neighbors, ill be so frust. cuz on an early saturday morning... there's this bunch of ppl who is honking their car horns so loudly and so long. haha.
the 'chip san leong' part was ok i guess. cuz i got to sit with her in the nice air conditioned room and i was putting my ear to the door and telling her what's happening and who said what and stuff like that. wish i could be out there watching the girls torture the guys. the guys enjoyed it la. they found the food rather tasty. haha.
so after the groom get to see the bride. the 'cham cha' or tea ceremony begins. and then i dont know what to do cuz there were like tons of cameraman everywhere. so i didnt know how to stand by her side when all the cameramen was right next to her. sigh. and the bride's side had more relatives. so it took really long. and she followed some chinese tradition that i've never heard before. so it was quite interesting la.
so after the tea ceremony in ginie's house, we went on to the groom's house. but we were ahead of time. so we were like waiting for a while before leaving the bride's house.
the journey to the house was REALLY REALLY interesting. cuz the video recording guy (dont know what u call him) was like sticking his body out of the car and recording the bridal car. taking pictures of them in the car. and we were on the highway u know. so they planned la. when isit safe for them to start recording and taking pictures. it really felt like we were recording some jackie chan movie. haha.
so we reached early to the groom's house. so we had to make a detour and stop and chit chat for a while before arriving to the groom's house.
throughout the whole time i had to be with ginie.. besides private moments. of course. haha.
so after the 'cham cha'.. me, ginie, and my uncle went to the saloon and wash our hairs. after getting that done. we went back and i manage to get a few minutes of rest. i manage to drink some 100 plus before i restart my engines. haha.
so after a few minutes. we had to leave for eastin. we arrived around 2.30 something. then we went up to the room and then sharon(church member and make up artist) did my make up first. then we waited for ginie to freshen up and all. so again... i manage to rest for a while. watched some tv. watched some pool and there's something bout mary movie. after a few minutes of that. i accompanied andrew down to the ballroom cuz he needed to check some stuffs.
then i went up and change and then help ginie with her gown. then we went down for the ceremony.
throughout the whole ceremony. i really didnt know what to do. i was so nervous... and i was so scared that ill do something stupid to ruin the whole wedding. argh. but the ceremony passed by really fast and then it was the photography session. so i manage to take some pictures. haha. wonder if ill ever get the rest of the pictures. hmmmm. hehe. so anyway...
then it was the dinner session. i didnt need to do much after that. only needed to help her change into her pink dress that's all. so it wasnt that bad la for the dinner. enjoyed the dinner. eventhough i was really sleepy during the dinner. i tried to enjoy the night. hehe.
i would like to say that the whole thing was really bad. cuz i didnt know what to do. not really a good bridesmaid. haha. but it was a really good experience. i would want to be a bridesmaid again next time. not soon... not in few years time. haha.
awwww mannn.. if now im so stressed out right. and it's not even my own wedding u know. i cant imagine on my wedding day. i think ill be like *faint-ed* hahaha. there's like so many things to plan and do. oh gosshhhH!!! haha.
Monday, May 01, 2006
i miss my brother *sob*
i miss my brother sooo muchhhhh!!!!!
nothing happened to my brother... it's just that he and my eldest brother changed places.. my eldest brother was staying in the condo. but recently wing lian's friend's wanted to find another place to rent..so my bro suggested our condo la. so he went there to stay with them
ok ok.. i have 2 brother's.. just in case u guys get confused.. wing lian a.k.a nick is my 2nd brother. han lian a.k.a brian is my eldest brother. and the one im closer to is my 2nd brother
emmm.. so like last week wing lian moved to the condo and few days later.. han lian moved here to the house. and things has been different. cuz im closer to my 2nd brother. really miss him.. miss his presence in the house. even though he may bully me or kacau me from time to time and it's really irritating sometimes.......but i really REALLY do miss him.
no one can ever replace my brother's place in my heart.
nothing happened to my brother... it's just that he and my eldest brother changed places.. my eldest brother was staying in the condo. but recently wing lian's friend's wanted to find another place to rent..so my bro suggested our condo la. so he went there to stay with them
ok ok.. i have 2 brother's.. just in case u guys get confused.. wing lian a.k.a nick is my 2nd brother. han lian a.k.a brian is my eldest brother. and the one im closer to is my 2nd brother
emmm.. so like last week wing lian moved to the condo and few days later.. han lian moved here to the house. and things has been different. cuz im closer to my 2nd brother. really miss him.. miss his presence in the house. even though he may bully me or kacau me from time to time and it's really irritating sometimes.......but i really REALLY do miss him.
no one can ever replace my brother's place in my heart.
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