thoughts...

at lastttt!!! i finally got my blog... i wanted to get blogspot for so long... but i was too lazy.. so i settled for xanga at first.... but i would rather prefer blogspot cuz its.... much nicer... hehe.. lolz... so anyway... let me start babbling before i go crazy with this things stuck in my head...


firstly.... have u ever felt so confused? have u ever wondered what im gonna do to this situation that im in? its like suddenly u feel that no one is of help at all.. like everyone is there to lend a listening ear... but no one has the solution for that... and whenever i pray to God asking whether we're meant to be... and if we're not meant to be... please help me lose this feeling... but noooo... it didnt happen... arghhh.. i guess its my decisions... God just gives us choices for our everyday life... and whatever we choose, He'll be right there for us...

have u ever gone through this time where... u suddenly fall for a person? like u have never thought u will fall for this guy... but suddenly one day... u start to think things through.. u suddenly feel this special feeling for this person... and u start thinking bout... "wahhh... what if we're together.. and u start to imagine a future relationship with that person... its like arghhhhh... *pulls hair* and ur "girlfriends" are like saying... "i never knew u will fall for him" or "are u sure bout this feeling?" or "*gasp* maybe he really like to too" or loads more... and ur brain starts to wonder and think and think and think none stop... and when u want to stop thinking... it comes more and more... isnt that frustrating? arghh...