yummy ice cream for a hot day
Sunday, April 30, 2006
a trip to lake garden
our youth had a day away in lake garden yesterday. it was quite fun...bonding with ppl. hehe. and i didnt know taman tasik perdana means lake garden. haha. when we were reaching there, i saw the sign saying taman tasik perdana.. then i was like.. ehhh.. i didnt know they changed the venue. haha. then i saw some small words below and it says lake garden. then i was like OHHHH. ahahha. didnt know that. but oh wells...now i know.. haha.
it was quite hot and sunny yesterday. we played dog&bone and ultimate frisbee and the guys had tug-of-war later. gosh! it was so gross to run around in the wet grass. yucks! so super gross. so i decided not to dirty myself and just walk not run. ahhaa.
and i gotta give credit to the cleaner's of the toilet. i really wanted to tell them GOOD JOB!! but didnt know how to say it in malay. so decided to keep it to myself. haha. or else they might think im some crazy person. the toilet was really really clean. i mean not as clean as my toilet la. haha. but at least u can use it.
and after that some of us went to eat a&w.. wahhh.. the rootbeer float is really mouth watering *slurp* *wipes off saliva* hahaha. i should try the coney dog next time. hehe. if i ever go there again.
it was quite hot and sunny yesterday. we played dog&bone and ultimate frisbee and the guys had tug-of-war later. gosh! it was so gross to run around in the wet grass. yucks! so super gross. so i decided not to dirty myself and just walk not run. ahhaa.
and i gotta give credit to the cleaner's of the toilet. i really wanted to tell them GOOD JOB!! but didnt know how to say it in malay. so decided to keep it to myself. haha. or else they might think im some crazy person. the toilet was really really clean. i mean not as clean as my toilet la. haha. but at least u can use it.
and after that some of us went to eat a&w.. wahhh.. the rootbeer float is really mouth watering *slurp* *wipes off saliva* hahaha. i should try the coney dog next time. hehe. if i ever go there again.
Saturday, April 29, 2006
Thursday, April 27, 2006
God never fails to amaze me
as my nick above says. God never fails to amaze me.
me and my parents was like stuck in the car cuz of the jam going into subang for prayer meeting...so we were talking bout my church's 2nd service. and my parents was saying why they dont have the children church run simultaneously with the service. then we dont have to have another service. then we were talking la bout all these. between the chinese church and our english side.
and the next morning. when i did my quiet time. it was talking bout relying on God's plans. eventhough we might not see God's plans now. but He's planning something far more greater than our imaginations. and that we shouldnt depend on our human sight but believe and have faith in God that He'll provide the money, the ppl, and everything that we need to expand His kingdom.
and the story in the quiet time was talking bout this person who is like expanding their church 'facilities' and that they dont see the future.. like they dont see how things is gonna work out. but they learnt that they gotta depend and rely on God to plan and provide for them.
when i was doing my quiet time...i really sat in awe.. that God would even provide an answer to my doubtful heart. i felt that He listened to me. and that He explained things to me. now now... im not saying that He'll always explained things and give u an answer instantly. sometimes it may take days, weeks, months, and sad to say years... i dont know why God would take that long or that fast. but it's all in His plans lo. that's what i've gotta say. He'll give the answers and explanations in due time. u'll know the reason in the right and appropriate time.
but in the mean time.. while waiting for God's answers and plans to reveal before ur eyes.. ahha.. u gotta trust and believe and rely on Him.
trust that He'll bring u through the hardships.
believe that He'll always be there.
rely on Him in every situation u go through
me and my parents was like stuck in the car cuz of the jam going into subang for prayer meeting...so we were talking bout my church's 2nd service. and my parents was saying why they dont have the children church run simultaneously with the service. then we dont have to have another service. then we were talking la bout all these. between the chinese church and our english side.
and the next morning. when i did my quiet time. it was talking bout relying on God's plans. eventhough we might not see God's plans now. but He's planning something far more greater than our imaginations. and that we shouldnt depend on our human sight but believe and have faith in God that He'll provide the money, the ppl, and everything that we need to expand His kingdom.
and the story in the quiet time was talking bout this person who is like expanding their church 'facilities' and that they dont see the future.. like they dont see how things is gonna work out. but they learnt that they gotta depend and rely on God to plan and provide for them.
when i was doing my quiet time...i really sat in awe.. that God would even provide an answer to my doubtful heart. i felt that He listened to me. and that He explained things to me. now now... im not saying that He'll always explained things and give u an answer instantly. sometimes it may take days, weeks, months, and sad to say years... i dont know why God would take that long or that fast. but it's all in His plans lo. that's what i've gotta say. He'll give the answers and explanations in due time. u'll know the reason in the right and appropriate time.
but in the mean time.. while waiting for God's answers and plans to reveal before ur eyes.. ahha.. u gotta trust and believe and rely on Him.
trust that He'll bring u through the hardships.
believe that He'll always be there.
rely on Him in every situation u go through
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
highlighted my hair
well well well. haha. i highlighted my hair on saturday. i wasnt scared at first. like u know whether my teacher's allow my to have bright colors. but when i went to school on monday, the teacher's didnt make noise. so oh wellz. but whenever i dye my hair. they dont seem to notice. so i was like whatever. ahha. so anyway... i went to the saloon at like 10.30, when they open the shop. haha.
firstly, i had to dye a base color. that's why it cost so much. cuz i already dyed mahogany copper like last year. so it's in a growing out stage. so the hairstylist was telling me that it'll look ugly if i highlight over it. so had to dye a like-colored base color.
secondly, the highlighting part. so i sat there feeling like a "princess". cuz i felt like they were waiting on me hand & foot. ahha. so anyway, that's just crap talk. then after they put the color on my hair. they put this machine over my head. it's like there's 2 moving semi-circle's that will move up and down my hair. blowing hot air. they say that it's faster for the color to get into the hair or something. dont know what la. whatever. but they say my hair was easy to color. cuz the color gets in fast.
then after that. i had a trim. so all together i took like 3 hour plus to get my hair done. and i missed discipleship class cuz of that. but what to do. my mum is not free on weekdays. everytime when i need to get up and wash my hair... ill be like ahhh.. relieve. can move. ahha. ill put a pic of my new hair up one day. cuz right now it's taking a LONG time to load. sheesh
firstly, i had to dye a base color. that's why it cost so much. cuz i already dyed mahogany copper like last year. so it's in a growing out stage. so the hairstylist was telling me that it'll look ugly if i highlight over it. so had to dye a like-colored base color.
secondly, the highlighting part. so i sat there feeling like a "princess". cuz i felt like they were waiting on me hand & foot. ahha. so anyway, that's just crap talk. then after they put the color on my hair. they put this machine over my head. it's like there's 2 moving semi-circle's that will move up and down my hair. blowing hot air. they say that it's faster for the color to get into the hair or something. dont know what la. whatever. but they say my hair was easy to color. cuz the color gets in fast.
then after that. i had a trim. so all together i took like 3 hour plus to get my hair done. and i missed discipleship class cuz of that. but what to do. my mum is not free on weekdays. everytime when i need to get up and wash my hair... ill be like ahhh.. relieve. can move. ahha. ill put a pic of my new hair up one day. cuz right now it's taking a LONG time to load. sheesh
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
*all*
You're the One who gives me shelter
and You're the light that leads me home
You're the love that gave forever
Lord, You're all that i know
and all that i am
unto You i surrender
Lord there is none like You
and i know that i stand
in the arms of forever
Lord there is none like You
with the world upon Your shoulders
Lord You gave Your life away
if the world i know was over
i know id have life in the price You paid
and i will stand
and i will worship You forever
for all You are
and i will stand
and all to You i will surrender
ill worship You forever
and You're the light that leads me home
You're the love that gave forever
Lord, You're all that i know
and all that i am
unto You i surrender
Lord there is none like You
and i know that i stand
in the arms of forever
Lord there is none like You
with the world upon Your shoulders
Lord You gave Your life away
if the world i know was over
i know id have life in the price You paid
and i will stand
and i will worship You forever
for all You are
and i will stand
and all to You i will surrender
ill worship You forever
amazed.at.God's.love
have u ever wondered how God love u so much even when u are darn annoying?
have u ever wondered how God love u so much even when u are darn irritating?
have u ever wondered how God love u so much even when u sin again and again?
have u ever wondered how God love u so much even when u break ur promises again and again?
have u ever wondered how God love u so much even when u hurt His or one's feelings?
have u ever wondered how God love u so much even when u judge/hate others?
have u ever wondered how God love u so much even when u dont love Him?
here i am. thinking everyday. how can God do that? maybe that's why He's God. He's our awesome, wonderful Father.
ive always wanted and still want His love. i want to pass His love around. but sometimes it's not THAT easy.
i pray everday that i can make good and wise choices and decisions in life.
that ill look to Him no matter the circumstances.
but everytime when im in a bad situation..or when things dont go my way,
i tend to forget bout God and ill be fuming away.
hating everything in life.
hating myself, family, person who did something wrong to me, and so on and so forth.
but i've found the answer whenever im angry.
that is to listen to worship songs
cuz that's when i slowly submit to God
there was once Eng Kok was saying.. "how can u live a life where u watch gross movies, speaking bad words, telling dirty jokes and after that u go and worship God"
that's when it struck me.
how can i do that.
and that i ought to live a life of worship
worship doesnt only mean singing
it also means ur life
im really trying hard to be a good example
though it's not easy
but im drawing strength, love, perseverance, and patience from God
sometimes u think u can do things on ur own
even the simplest things in life
u think "bahss.. why do i need God in such a simple thing"
but i've learnt that in everything.
include God in it
as much as u want ur loved ones in ur life
u should want that for God too
im not saying that im doing everything i said above
im still learning each day
learning to put God first
learning to give Him the throne of my heart
i admit that i still have half of my butt sitting on the throne of my heart
i still havent given my heart and life fully to God yet
notice the word YET?
yeah.. im hoping and praying, with the help of God, that one day
He'll be in control of my heart, life, decisions, choices, future
have u ever wondered how God love u so much even when u are darn irritating?
have u ever wondered how God love u so much even when u sin again and again?
have u ever wondered how God love u so much even when u break ur promises again and again?
have u ever wondered how God love u so much even when u hurt His or one's feelings?
have u ever wondered how God love u so much even when u judge/hate others?
have u ever wondered how God love u so much even when u dont love Him?
here i am. thinking everyday. how can God do that? maybe that's why He's God. He's our awesome, wonderful Father.
ive always wanted and still want His love. i want to pass His love around. but sometimes it's not THAT easy.
i pray everday that i can make good and wise choices and decisions in life.
that ill look to Him no matter the circumstances.
but everytime when im in a bad situation..or when things dont go my way,
i tend to forget bout God and ill be fuming away.
hating everything in life.
hating myself, family, person who did something wrong to me, and so on and so forth.
but i've found the answer whenever im angry.
that is to listen to worship songs
cuz that's when i slowly submit to God
there was once Eng Kok was saying.. "how can u live a life where u watch gross movies, speaking bad words, telling dirty jokes and after that u go and worship God"
that's when it struck me.
how can i do that.
and that i ought to live a life of worship
worship doesnt only mean singing
it also means ur life
im really trying hard to be a good example
though it's not easy
but im drawing strength, love, perseverance, and patience from God
sometimes u think u can do things on ur own
even the simplest things in life
u think "bahss.. why do i need God in such a simple thing"
but i've learnt that in everything.
include God in it
as much as u want ur loved ones in ur life
u should want that for God too
im not saying that im doing everything i said above
im still learning each day
learning to put God first
learning to give Him the throne of my heart
i admit that i still have half of my butt sitting on the throne of my heart
i still havent given my heart and life fully to God yet
notice the word YET?
yeah.. im hoping and praying, with the help of God, that one day
He'll be in control of my heart, life, decisions, choices, future
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
futsal
played futsal today. instead of the usual badminton. the guys decided to change it to futsal. and haha. i thought that by playing this time, i would somehow like futsal. but guess not. nothing can change my mind bout futsal. ahha
guess im NOT good in playing anything that involves kicking a ball with my legs. haha. pretty bad in that. ahha. but ok la. i gotta admit that it was a fun time la. haha. but the guys was pretty scary. ahaha. i think im better sitting at the chair and watching than actually playing it. ahha.
my conclusion for the day:
NO MORE FUTSAL FOR ESTHER! ahhaa.
guess im NOT good in playing anything that involves kicking a ball with my legs. haha. pretty bad in that. ahha. but ok la. i gotta admit that it was a fun time la. haha. but the guys was pretty scary. ahaha. i think im better sitting at the chair and watching than actually playing it. ahha.
my conclusion for the day:
NO MORE FUTSAL FOR ESTHER! ahhaa.
Monday, April 17, 2006
*secret love*
soundtrack from shark tale.
really nice song.
explains how i feel. hehe
just a friend
that's all i've been to u
oh just a girl
who wants to be the center of ur world
but i aint got much to offer
but my heart and soul
and i guess that's not enough
for u to notice me
im just a girl
and i guess that's all i'll ever be to u
i try to smile when i see other girls with u
acting like everything is ok
but ohh
u dont know how it feels to be so in love
with someone who doesnt know
my secret love
in my dreams
i see us both together constantly
why cant u see
this love that's here for u inside of me
what do i have to do
for u to notice this
really nice song.
explains how i feel. hehe
just a friend
that's all i've been to u
oh just a girl
who wants to be the center of ur world
but i aint got much to offer
but my heart and soul
and i guess that's not enough
for u to notice me
im just a girl
and i guess that's all i'll ever be to u
i try to smile when i see other girls with u
acting like everything is ok
but ohh
u dont know how it feels to be so in love
with someone who doesnt know
my secret love
in my dreams
i see us both together constantly
why cant u see
this love that's here for u inside of me
what do i have to do
for u to notice this
Sunday, April 16, 2006
Easter is here and gone
i know that i shouldnt say this.. but i shall be honest. ahah. im glad easter is over. cuz got so many things back to back. and im really exhausted. this week i stayed over in my cousin's and delz's house. twice in a week. wow. cant believe it. aiyah. but all close friends. my mum will let. but i dont know why she doesnt let me stay in kim's or eden's house. weird huh. dont know la.
so anyway.. i had a tiring week. went out alot. gosh! haha.. i think i shall take this coming week off. maybe go and play badminton and then go for euginie's wedding rehearsal. then ok di la. dont want to go out so much di. im like so darn tired.
well, yesterday my youth had a easter party. had a full day in church. im really glad that it's over. the younger youth was acting and the older ones were singing. during our practices, our skit was really bad. we keep messing up and all. and i admit that i did most of the messing up. but on that day itself. when we had to act for real. woah! gosh! i was amazed that everything went sooooo well. and we did the bestest of all the practices. so it was great la! we were all really glad
and after that i went for gil's farewell party in ben's house. gosh! i miss my old school friend's so so much! i seriously miss their sillyness. haha. sigh.. what to do. like delz said...our common point was school. that's why we were so close. but soon we all went our own different paths, different ways in life. and it's really hurting la. i guess it doesnt hurt as much now cuz i gotten used to it. there's nothing much to do but face the facts that we wont be as close as last time
so anyway.. no more depressing talk. ahha. ehh.. but u gotta admit right that my blog is not as DEPRESSING as last time. hahaa
today i had a really long day too. my church had children church easter party. and gosh! the kids...... were like.... uncontrollable. they tire me out so much. gosh! haha. but it was fun la. seeing all the cute kids. we had coloring competition. so me and ginie had fun coloring too. ahaha. took a few pictures la. with the balloons and all. haha. we wanted to flood the ceiling with balloons. but i guess we couldnt cuz of the lights and all.
and after that i had family dinner. so i was practically out the whole day. so now... it's time for my bed time. hahaa.
so anyway.. i had a tiring week. went out alot. gosh! haha.. i think i shall take this coming week off. maybe go and play badminton and then go for euginie's wedding rehearsal. then ok di la. dont want to go out so much di. im like so darn tired.
well, yesterday my youth had a easter party. had a full day in church. im really glad that it's over. the younger youth was acting and the older ones were singing. during our practices, our skit was really bad. we keep messing up and all. and i admit that i did most of the messing up. but on that day itself. when we had to act for real. woah! gosh! i was amazed that everything went sooooo well. and we did the bestest of all the practices. so it was great la! we were all really glad
and after that i went for gil's farewell party in ben's house. gosh! i miss my old school friend's so so much! i seriously miss their sillyness. haha. sigh.. what to do. like delz said...our common point was school. that's why we were so close. but soon we all went our own different paths, different ways in life. and it's really hurting la. i guess it doesnt hurt as much now cuz i gotten used to it. there's nothing much to do but face the facts that we wont be as close as last time
so anyway.. no more depressing talk. ahha. ehh.. but u gotta admit right that my blog is not as DEPRESSING as last time. hahaa
today i had a really long day too. my church had children church easter party. and gosh! the kids...... were like.... uncontrollable. they tire me out so much. gosh! haha. but it was fun la. seeing all the cute kids. we had coloring competition. so me and ginie had fun coloring too. ahaha. took a few pictures la. with the balloons and all. haha. we wanted to flood the ceiling with balloons. but i guess we couldnt cuz of the lights and all.
and after that i had family dinner. so i was practically out the whole day. so now... it's time for my bed time. hahaa.
Thursday, April 13, 2006
movies
well.. i've never really posted bout the movies that i watch. but this time i must really warn u guys. do not.. i repeat DO NOT watch The Wild. the movie sucks to the max. seriously it was a waste of time. luckily i had shanice(junior & shana's cousin) beside me. she's SOOOOOOOO cuteee.. but during the beginning of the show she fell asleep. i mean of course la.. junior went and put her in a nice-to-sleep position. ish la him. gosh! ahha.. so anyway.. dont ever watch that movie. it's like u can find different parts of different cartoons in that show. ugh! wasted my money man.
it's better than madagascar. i mean in the sense of the animation. it's like nice and all.. the animals in there look like soft toys. but the movie was damn boring!!!
i totally recommend watching Ice Age 2! the movie is funny, enjoyable, and did i mention..... FUNNY!!! haha i couldnt stop laughing throughout the whole movie. my friend was like complaining that im laughing too much. after the movie he was like aww mann. i could hear u laugh throughout the whole show. but what to do. i couldnt stop laughing. now now...if i say the movie is nice...dont go and watch with high expectation. cuz then the movie would be darn boring cuz u went with high expectations. silly thing to do...if u gonna do that la. ahha..
it's better than madagascar. i mean in the sense of the animation. it's like nice and all.. the animals in there look like soft toys. but the movie was damn boring!!!
i totally recommend watching Ice Age 2! the movie is funny, enjoyable, and did i mention..... FUNNY!!! haha i couldnt stop laughing throughout the whole movie. my friend was like complaining that im laughing too much. after the movie he was like aww mann. i could hear u laugh throughout the whole show. but what to do. i couldnt stop laughing. now now...if i say the movie is nice...dont go and watch with high expectation. cuz then the movie would be darn boring cuz u went with high expectations. silly thing to do...if u gonna do that la. ahha..
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
my very 1st bridal shower
well, i organised my very 1st bridal shower. actually..honestly.. most of it was done by ashley. cuz i seriously dont know what the heck to do and plan. hahaa. so she did most of the organising and planning. and i did...hmmm..mostly the calling, inviting, reminding ppl bout the bridal shower. ahaha. at first i wasnt stressed bout the bridal shower. i thought that it'll be like a normal day. but as the day turned nearer... well.. emmm.. it wasnt that nice. i was quite stressed cuz i didnt know what to do and i didnt know what to plan. i felt like i didnt plan anything at all for the bridal shower. and the day was approaching. like really really fast. and i was like goshhH!!! i should keep track of my time more man
but the thing went quite well.. elaine reminded me that the bridal shower should be something relaxing and fun. and mannnn! i totally forgot bout the relaxing and fun part. i was so caught up with the plans and all.. that i left the MOST important part out. and that is to have fun and enjoy the moment with close girl friends. so after that.. i just let go of everything and just spend great fellowship with my friends.
i learnt alot of things during the bridal shower.. like i dont marry the guy's family also. i just marry the guy. haha.. i always thought that we(girls) would "marry the guy's family too". and all of them was so shocked when they heard that i thought that way. haha. but it was a great time of fellowship. would give anything in the world to just sit around with the church ladies and woman to talk bout future relationships and marriage. ahha.
it was a really tiring day. on monday night i slept over andrew's house... finally i bought my bridesmaid dress.. i dont know why but i think that the dress is not very formal. so anyway, i slept around 12 something. but i couldnt sleep properly. i kept waking up for no apparent reason. so anyway.. i woke up at like 7.30. got ready and eat breakfast and off we (me, delz, edward, and andrew) went. we went to check out MBS in rawang. emmm... seriously and honestly... ill never go to that place. haha.
then after that we went to beow lian's(cant remember how to spell her name) and we ate really yummy and spicy food. then we went home cuz it was delz's mama's bday. so i went back to andrew's house. rest abit. then we went to midvalley to get stuff for tonight. we shopped till around 5 something. then we had to rush back cuz he has the stag night and i had the bridal shower to go to. so we rushed back. and the guys was early and the girls was late. sigh. now i know how it feels when i arrive at a party late.
so i guess all in all.. even though i didnt do much and plan much for it... i enjoyed it. was really good.. learnt loads of stuff. hahaa.
but the thing went quite well.. elaine reminded me that the bridal shower should be something relaxing and fun. and mannnn! i totally forgot bout the relaxing and fun part. i was so caught up with the plans and all.. that i left the MOST important part out. and that is to have fun and enjoy the moment with close girl friends. so after that.. i just let go of everything and just spend great fellowship with my friends.
i learnt alot of things during the bridal shower.. like i dont marry the guy's family also. i just marry the guy. haha.. i always thought that we(girls) would "marry the guy's family too". and all of them was so shocked when they heard that i thought that way. haha. but it was a great time of fellowship. would give anything in the world to just sit around with the church ladies and woman to talk bout future relationships and marriage. ahha.
it was a really tiring day. on monday night i slept over andrew's house... finally i bought my bridesmaid dress.. i dont know why but i think that the dress is not very formal. so anyway, i slept around 12 something. but i couldnt sleep properly. i kept waking up for no apparent reason. so anyway.. i woke up at like 7.30. got ready and eat breakfast and off we (me, delz, edward, and andrew) went. we went to check out MBS in rawang. emmm... seriously and honestly... ill never go to that place. haha.
then after that we went to beow lian's(cant remember how to spell her name) and we ate really yummy and spicy food. then we went home cuz it was delz's mama's bday. so i went back to andrew's house. rest abit. then we went to midvalley to get stuff for tonight. we shopped till around 5 something. then we had to rush back cuz he has the stag night and i had the bridal shower to go to. so we rushed back. and the guys was early and the girls was late. sigh. now i know how it feels when i arrive at a party late.
so i guess all in all.. even though i didnt do much and plan much for it... i enjoyed it. was really good.. learnt loads of stuff. hahaa.
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