swing swing

he has been good to her... telling that he's here for her no matter how she felt. that he'll never leave her and that she's THE girl. he loves her so much that he's willing to sacrifice alot of things just to make her happy. just seeing her smile makes his heart flutter and his palms sweat. hearing her say i love u makes him grin like a little child who found a box full of treasure.

however, sad to say, the girl let fear and uncertainty grip her. insecurity threatened her to the edge of the cliff. no, she would not literally kill herself. never would she think bout taking her own life. but deep down inside.... she's dying slowly. inch by inch the fear, uncertainty, and insecurity was eating away her joy, her laughter, her happiness.

he feels so frustrated because of the way she's acting. he's asking himself what has he done to deserve this treatment when all he did was showing his love for her. he's wondering what made her act the way she's acting right now. what made her turn her back to him. he could feel her slowly fading away and he pushed himself to hold tight to her. never letting her out of his side and heart.

all she could think about is what-if's. what-if things ended differently. what-if things werent like how they are now. what-if she made a different choice. what-if.... what-if... with all her might she could not stop this series of questions entering her head. she wanted to run away from all of it. when finally she realized. she realized that she tried to do all this by her own might. by her own strength.

she finally understood why was it so hard for her to get over it and accept the fact. it was because of her choice. her decisions. her decisions to wallow in depression rather than bracing the fact that he did choose her! he didnt choose anyone else. but he decided to choose her. her choice of doing everything by her own strength and not God's. that was the solution. God is the solution!

God fulfills my every need
and my every want
i dont need anyone else to do that for me

the knight in black blazer strikes again

well well well
once again the knight in black blazer has come to save the princess

so what has he done this time to receive such an appreciation, one might ask
was it that he bought her the puppy that she has always wanted?
was it an all expense paid shopping spree for an entire lifetime?
or was it a getaway trip to somewhere romantic?


although the princess would love all that, there's just some things money cant buy

1. money cant buy a sincere effort

2. money cant buy joy and laughter

3. money cant buy sunshines and rainbows

4. money certainly cannot buy a person's love for another

last but not least....
money cant buy time together with the one u love


the knight and princess spent 2 full days trying to make the most yummy-not-so-sweet-rainbow-colored jellies. not only did they had the most enjoyable time getting to know each other, they got into a huge fight every time they started making those jellies. but what matters is that in the end.... the love that they have for each other is still strong like the first time sparks flew between them


however, no matter how much the both of them would love a happy ever after like all fairy tales do, they would settle for a day-to-day basis of a "happy ever after"


till the next time.... xoxo =)

randoms

he's super super super super cute!
names galvin chan!
adorable little baby
has cute, natural, VERY soft spiky hair

actually he wasnt THAT fat and chubby
it's just the angle that i took him with
i was carrying him while i was taking a picture of him
hence the double chin and the huge nostrils
but nooooo.... he's not fat

on a very different note......
here's one of the random things we do in college
when we're bored
with too much paper in the comp lab to spare (since i dont think i'll ever wanna study in KDU again)
and too much time in our hands
we managed to create a crowd while doing this.....




wonder what we were doing?
ahhahaha

THIS!
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we even printed it out as well.. since i had like bout 100 over paper to spare.
for each colored print = 10 paper
for each normal print = 1 paper

so we printed out kevin's notes. which took longer than we expected. let's just say we were trying to "fully utilize" the services that the college offered. hahaha *evil grin*

from all the nonsense we did.... we had extra paper. so we decided to print out a picture with our own doodling on it. kevin wanted a star on the picture but i didnt let him to draw one. so anyway, we were SO incredibly smart that we decided to do this in a comp lab that was opposite the printing area. so everyone who was there waiting in line to print their stuff was staring into our comp screen and laughing at what we were doing


but oh wells..... they never knew how fun it felt. booooo to those who tries to act all too matured and prestigious to do such a thing. =P

hair cuts

oh the silly things we do
this was on the way for family dinner

my little warrior

after a hair cut
he looked so cute with what the hairstylist did for him
but he had to mess it up
bahs
nevermind
ur still hamsome to me
ahhahahahha

it's been 11 months

it has been 11 months since i've been in KDU. and i've come to realize how horrible the place is. im sure God has placed me there for a purpose. hope i've touched lives and have been a blessing to ppl

Ms. Shirley
my computing lecturer
KDU should suffer for such a great lose of good and talented lecturer
they should cover their faces and be ashamed of themselves for letting her go

winnie

she's a really funny person la
seriously
never regretted knowing her
but sometimes can make u REALLY irritated

*phew* finally! i can breathe again!

i've been having finals... hence, the long long long M-I-A



today marks the end of my finals! woooo hooooooo!!!!

*phew*

but the worst part has yet to come
my results is coming out on the 20 something of this month
still gotta pray bout it
that all my lecturers are blind and they think that all my answers are correct



even though it's a relieve that my exams are over
BUT
i still have uni to think bout
like what course
blablabla


im currently liking the idea of going to HELP
but..... still havent found what i love yet


well, i love babies as well as taking care of expectant mothers
but....... i dont think there's any course here that offers such a thing

bahs

headache headache


whatever! bahs!
dont wanna think bout it


im going to enjoy sleeping late
waking up late
playing games
doing whatever i want besides studying for the moment
wanna let my brains rest abit


hahaha
like as if it has worked alot
but considered quite alot la