suddenly...

suddenly i feel weird that im signing up for college
suddenly i feel that my holiday is gonna end in a blink of an eye
suddenly i begin to wonder whether it's right to choose early childhood education
suddenly i feel maybe it's not what i should do


but but but
i have no time to wonder and change my mind
i have no choice but to choose what i've chosen


oh God!
i know that whatever i choose, whatever i decide
You will still bless me
You will be there for me like how You've been through my foundation year
the countless times that i took You for granted
studying the few hours before my exam
and yet You still bless me with grades FAR better than my friends
i hope that You'll do the same for me this time round