wall climbing

i was not excited bout wall climbing actually. but after a long long persuation by justina and jessica. i decided to take up the challenge. so we went yesterday to 1u. u know the huge glassy area at the top of the new wing. when we arrived there. oh my goodness. it looked seriously scary. but once u get urself excited...it's quite fun. i might go and try again one day if u ask me. it was quite a waste of money cuz i didnt dare to do much stuff. i think the next time ill be a little bit more daring. hahaha

im feeling a little bummed out cuz i didnt manage to reach the top. or should i say i didnt dare to take an unsure step. hahaha. esp. when ur footing feels abit unstable. then ur mind races and start thinking of scary thoughts. lol. i woke up this morning with my back aching, hands and arms aching. but im very very sure that i wanna go again. lol.

at first we didnt get to go in cuz most of us were first time climbers and inexperienced so they didnt allow. esp. those under 18 who didnt have any siblings/guardian around. so poor suzanne. she couldnt go and enjoy the fun of getting ur body aching. so we(just, jess, suzanne, eva, and me) decided to go and play bowling. while the rest wall climbed. the first game was quite fun. but later we got bored of it. and was so tired of bowling. and it was suzanne's first time playing bowling. so we were acting really stupid and crazy. but after the first game. evelyn said we might be able to go climbing. so we decided to go and register. cuz there's loads of complications esp. if ur under 18.

well, the place was super nice. the designs, the toilets everything looks super chun wei. haha. and to tell u the truth. there was a few leng chais. somemore they're like mix or pure guai lou's. hahaa. there was little kids there too. and they climbed further than me man. i was seriously damn malufied. hahaha. and of course more daring than me.

so after that. a few of us went to william's. i've been there before. but i didnt eat or drink anything. was abit shy at that time. so anyway, we drank this drink called ribena with longan. it was superb! i've never tasted anything like that. ahaha. and the food there has weird names and all. really enjoyed myself yesterday even though we made a fool of ourselves. which is not a surprise actually. hahaa. and of course had a little exercise. haha. so ppl go and check out the wall climbing place. it's called camp5. super chun name too. haha.

*i still*

who are u now?
are u still the same
or did u change somehow?
what do u do
at this very moment when i think of u?
and when im looking back
how we were young and stupid
do u remember that?

no matter how i fight it
cant deny it
just cant let u go

i still need u
i still care about u
though everything's been said and done
i still feel u
like im right beside u
but still no word from u

now look at me
instead of moving on, i refuse to see
that i keep coming back
and im stuck in a moment
that wasnt meant to last

wish i could find u
just like how u found me
then i would never let u go

*all i am*

in to ur hands
i commit again
with all i am
for u Lord

You hold my world
in the palm of Your hands
and i am Yours forever

Jesus i believe in You
Jesus i belong to You
You're the reason that i live
the reason that i sing
with all i am

ill walk with You
wherever Your go
through tears and joy
ill trust in You

and i will live
in all of Your ways
Your promises forever

yf camp 2005

yf camp 2005 was the greatest camp! i dont mean that the other camps that i went wasnt great. but this was better. u wanna know why? hmmm. firstly, i was the dorm leader. for the first time!!! yeahhhh!!! was a really really great time! though sometimes kind of hard to love the naughty ones. but i've gotta learn to love. cuz ps. nirhal(camp speaker) prophesied that when he prayed for me. he keeps seeing the word love. and that God will wash out the rest and place love in my life. so i guess i gotta learn to love the ppl of God huh. anyways, i was also the backup singer...for the first time. it was super cool too. was kind of nervous at the beginning but i was okay. since i've worship lead before. and of course we took tons of pictures. i guess another thing that was diff this year was that i needed to wake up earlier than the other campers. to pray and all. wasnt used to it on the first night cuz one of my dorm member had asthma. so after the games she couldnt really breathe properly. but was okay...until night time. around 4 something in the morning she woke me up saying she couldnt breathe. at first i was really reluctant to get up. i wanted more sleep. but once she said that she couldnt breathe. i straight away got up and called delz. though i had headache and i couldnt walk properly. but managed to stay silent and didnt wake up the rest of them. hahaa. i've learnt lots of stuff in camp. for example...patience, tolerance, love, kindness, perseverance. but of course im not perfect yet. i still have my weaknesses. sometimes i really try to be patient and not burst. but i cant help it la. i guess i still need to practice the breathing in and breathing out first. hahaha. so anyway.. some of the pictures from camp.

li ann&just&me

li ann&delz(my cg leader)&mich(my cousie)&just&me

gonna miss just & jess!

they left for aussie. not permanently. thank God. but i cant see them for like 1 week. boo hoo. aw man. if i miss just now. when she's only gone for bout 9-10 days. i wonder how ill feel when it's time for her to go back there again. when her hols end and all. aw man. i can understand her feeling la. cuz now we're all close again. i guess the feeling of the first departure will happen again in feb. anyway, take care dear!!! have tons and tons of fun! cant wait till u come back! =)

taken in yf camp 2005! this is justea sayang!

more pictures from vbs

im helping the kids. but delz is doing her own. hehe

deco-ing. super tiring. but fun. hehe

genting trip

on the 22nd of nov, me, just, mich, and andrew went up to genting. u might be wondering why in the world did we wanna go to genting. well, andrew had to work up there. so mich, just, and me went up there purely for fun. eheh. cuz on sunday when i had this dinner thingy in jared's house for his son, mich asked whether i wanna go. so we went up there. went on tons of rides. did really really silly things. scream to our heart's satisfaction. and of course TOOK TONS AND TONS OF PICTURES!!!! hahaha. u might have seen some of them in my friendster di. but to those who doesnt have friendster or doesnt visit friendster often. im gonna show some of em here. =) i dont have much to say bout the trips. cuz the pictures says it all. hehe

reading the map just in case we get lost =)

in the motion master place. just before it started =)

waiting in line for an indoor roller coaster ride

having our lunch in coffeebean.

on the ferris wheel. sighh. too bad. there wasnt any leng chai's who climb up and ask us out. haha

my graduation ceremony

on the 20th of nov, i had my awards night. and i had the ceremony. it felt weird wearing the gown. it felt so heavy on my shoulders. like it was going to drag me down to the ground. ahahha. but it was horrible. the whole awards night was a bore. except some parts. that is when i received an award. i was super surprised! i was shocked! when they called my name to go and receive an award, i was like terrified. i didnt know what to do. then my friend who was next to me shouted at my ear that i should be going up there. then only my legs started to move. i was sooooo shocked. hahaa. cuz my teacher just ask me and 2 of my other friends to go out in front there and she said she needed help. so we were at the backstage playing around then we had to follow our teacher to the front there la. so we were waiting and waiting. and we were trying so hard to peek at the paper that contains the names of those who are getting the awards. haha. this year was the first time i got an award after 5 years of studying in homeschooling. and this year was also the first time i did the most books in 5 years. haha. and i did more than my friends in my old school u know. ahahah. can u believe it? muahahahhaa. just joking just joking =) im showing some pictures only. cuz the rest looks horrible. hehe

me and my dad

jasmine and me

my happenings. hehe

i know that it has been a while since i've blogged.. so here's a little update.. =)

on the 17th-19th nov, i had vbs in my church. so i was the crew leader who didnt have an assistant whereas the rest had. i guess they thought im some strong and firm person who can handle kids. this was the first time i had to handle kids of several ages. hahaa. i think. anyway, after the first day, i really couldnt stand it anymore. cuz the kids was like so naughty. esp. the 2 boys. therefore, they decided to give me an assistant. and after having him as my assistant, i didnt have so much trouble di since the guys was like sticking to him. so it was okay. ehhee. so here's a picture of me and my assistant =)

zhen bon and me =)