family trip

malacca here i come!



im so gonna miss my dearest darling sweetheart honey baby =(

actually... im starting to miss him already =(




i wish he could change his mind
oh wells.... i'll force him to come next year
hmph!






p.s this is prolly the most silliest picture of him that i can post up. dont wanna humiliate him. oh the things he does to make me smile

I
LOVE
YOU
BABY!

wedding

wow.. i didnt realize that it has been such a long time since i've last blogged. time has certainly flew past and in a matter of days... it's christmas. then the end of the year. my oh my. this year has definitely passed so fast that it has left me in a daze. i cant believe that i have ended my foundation year and now i have to sit down and think bout which course and which uni. but i have a feeling that the decision has already been made.


it's not like i hate kids. it's just that i dont think i can control them. i dont think that i can be a teacher. i mean like harloooo... even the kids in children church dont listen to me. the ppl in my dorm doesnt listen to me. how would i get a class of naughty-manja-ed-spoit brat kids to listen to me....??

howw...???




anyway... this is not my point of this post. this post is to talk bout kevin's cousin's wedding. ahhaa. phew. btw, his name is kenny. and the reason why im posting all of this in one night is cuz im gonna go for a day trip to JB tmr. and i've fallen ill. so if i dont blog now...... im not sure when will i ever blog. i havent felt this sick for a long time. normally, im the one who takes care of kevin cuz he falls ill more often than i do. but this time it's the other way around. and it feels quite nice actually. aahha.


ANYWAYY....!!!!! seeee.... im talking bout something else again. sheesh. so the wedding..... well, it was quite nice. it's different la. they had a wedding the week before in sarawak. then they had one here. let's just say.... it was a very VERY long day for me. it was church in the morning.... had to "tear" myself apart for a short practice and meeting, then rushed to grace's house to bath, then rush back, ate lunch, had meeting, then cc christmas party began. it all happened in a blink of an eye till i got gastric. how fun could that be. then when it was time for refreshments, i rushed off to get changed for the wedding dinner. then off i flew to saujana hotel or resort... whatever.


so i made it in time for the blessing. that's what they call it. but actually it's the ceremony. it was weird. really really weird. the moment was so awkward and weird. i rather like our church weddings. it's so much better and casual. not so tense. so anyway.... on came the dinner. it was in the room where nelson had his wedding ceremony. it was once again.... weird. cuz normally the weddings we have in church is like tables and tables and tables of guests. but this was just a small dinner. 90% family and 10% colleagues and friends i guess... or should i say 95% and 5%. it was so different. i felt so awkward. what with me being not close to anyone in his family at all. i barely knew all of them. the only ppl that i literally know is his parents. his aunties and uncles were all friendly. but none our age. well.... there were... but they arent close as well. he has young cousins, nieces, and nephews. sigh.

my first 2 flowers from him!
FOC =)

random thoughts

sometimes we love someone so much that we're afraid to lose them
we try our very best to keep them close to our side
making sure that nothing or no one can ever take them away
but most of the time, we dont realize how tight we hold on to them
it might be so tight that they dont have space for air to breathe



never forget the happy times during the bad
cuz sometimes...
that's what helps to keep the relationship going

camp camp camp

camp is tomorrow!
camp is tomorrow!


im so not ready!
im so not ready!

trains

i've sat the lrt this week more than i've sat in my entire life. i've never imagined myself sitting the train just like any normal people. i would always choose a car rather than the train. however, if it's an adventure..... im up for it! =) actually... it depends on who i sit it with la. i dont always sit the train with random people u know. hahaa. sorry. it's late and if i dont blog bout it now.... im afraid i wont have time.

we went to the pavillion on tuesday. it was his way of helping me to celebrate my merdeka day. i had a great time my darling. really really fun! doing all the silly things on the train. we entertained them well. we should have collected money from them huh? sheesh. wasted. bahs.


then we went down to kl on thursday for a whole different purpose. i'll let u have a wild guess......
it involves a tie and a dress shirt, slacks and dress shoes. the mood is serious and nerve wrecking.



guessed it???



yeah well.. being a GREAT girlfriend i am. i decided to give him some entertainment and decided to teman him down to kl. risking my passion for aircond and my "fair" skin. seriously... i told him if i got darker i'll so kill him. so anyway..... off we went for his "interview" as an intern...

what more do we need other than a picture to capture the start of the fun journey
besides, we need a picture where we're not sweating like pigs to keep as memory

in the train
i know.. the lighting is not good. oh wells
whatever

when we've finally reached masjid jamek station as we were told by his cousin. we walked out of the station and just practically stared at our surroundings because we have no idea where we were and all i could remember was the burger king at our right. i remembered that was one on the stops we had during the amazing race. so anyway..... there we were.... looking at all the sign boards which was of no help. looked at everyone walking here and there. drivers who are like uncontrolled maniacs. and at the same time..... the sun was showing no mercy at all



we were walking and walking and walking non stop. i felt like my legs were going to break off. i was so pissed at him cuz he wouldnt stop to ask for directions. u know.... man and their ego's? thinking that they will figure it out and that they dont need the help of others. seriously.... at that moment... with the sun scorching, there is no room for male ego.


so we were suppose to find CIMB and have it to our left. so we found CIMB.... but it was on our right. so i said we should turn around and walk. then he said if we were at the other side of CIMB, it'll still be on our left. so fine... didnt wanna argue with him and decided to follow him. silently i was hoping he was wrong so that i could kill him after.


finally.... he gave in to my constant complains and decided to ask non other than the car park attendant. i was at the verge of screaming!!!!! i mean.... no offense to car park attendants. but but but...... seriously. directions from car park attendants??? bahs. ugh. scream. slap. whack. bang.


then we ask this uncle getting off his bike. and he told us to go straight and then turn right. i was like going to burst di. so off we went.... we walked straight and then i was like... emmm, when do we turn right? there's too many right turnings here. so i said let's just turn right here. so we turned into this dodgy indian place. filled with indians. awww man. im so going to get killed after i write this post. first is car park attendants now indians. people might think that im prejudice. so anyways....


so we walked and walked and decided to go back to CIMB bank. then we found this staff outside smoking and we asked him. then he said it's really far away from the bank and suggested that we get a cab. but HEEEEE didnt wanna get a cab. so we had to find maybank and it's behind it. so guess what? we continued walking...


then we couldnt find a way to get behind maybank. then we stopped this lady and asked her. then she told us it's a brown building and told us where we should walk and stuff. and all the while we were finding for a pinkish building because......!!!!!! kevin's cousin told us that BURSA whatever is a pinkish building. sheesh. i was freaking pissed off by then. i told kevin that if the company do not have a full blast aircond, im so going to kill him.


so thank God... we managed to find the building. and it was really nice. the toilets were amazingly clean. the atmosphere was really nice. they even have a multipurpose court and squash courts. cool eh?! so we went and clean up. tidy up. kevin wore his tie. then off we went and get directions to where the office is.

here we are... sitting opposite a library.
waiting for time to pass by a little
we arrived earlier
the "interview" was at 5
we were there by 4 plus

we sat and pray
commit things to God

this is the reception area
as u walk in, u'll pass the reception area on ur right
this is where we sat while we waited and watched tv
opposite this red cushion, is this really nice and comfy sofa

when ur at the front glass door
u get to see this really huge sign
he fell in love with this sign
we were thinking of ways to take a picture of him with this huge sign

then u turn right and there's this small cozy pantry
they have this nescafe machine
we loved one of the drinks there
it's called choco-chino
super yummy!

so we sat and waited
waited
waited
waited
waited
waited
waited
waited
waited

he was patiently waiting

and i was pissed off

remember i said the "interview" was at 5?
we went in at 4.25
we waited till 6 something
we waited for 2 hours plus
close to 3

STUPID ASTRO AWANI!
BOYCOTT THAT CHANNEL!
i didnt even know what channel was it
didnt even knew it existed

finally!
he managed to take a picture with it

forced him to do it
i was so bored and pissed till i didnt care bout how silly we were

so at about 6.40 something, close to 7, the guy called him in and talked to him. guess how long it lasted?? 10 minutes....? it was so damn fast. he got in and in a matter of seconds, he came out. i was so PISSED!!!!!! seriously. ugh! even now as i write bout thursday.... i can still feel the anger! ugh!



oh wells... i think all in all. that trip made us both closer to each other. we ended the day with tears and a DMC. it was good la. though it was full of different mixture of emotions. haha!


i would like to thank the car park attendant and the uncle-who-got-down-from-his-bike, thanks for giving us all the wrong directions. and to the staff of CIMB who-was-out-taking-his-cigarette-break, and the aunty who-was-walking-from-somewhere who finally has some sense of direction. they were all very nice people. didnt think we were suspicious ppl trying to rob them or something.

and to those who are still reading to this very point. thanks. ahha!


btw, today was the 3rd time we went down to kl. this time we went to the pavillion. cuz the forever21 in 1u sucks. so we had to make a last minute trip down to kl just to get my dress for kevin's cousin's wedding. and maybe christmas...? i told kevin that im gonna thank his cousin for his "good" sense of directions with a toast and a pour of soda down his shirt. hahha.. nah, just joking *angelic smile*

thanks babe for bringing me down to kl for a last minute shopping. rushed like crazy people. ahaa =)