thankful

i've been back for 3 days di. but yet i have no desire whatsoever to blog bout my trip to HK. when i came back, it all felt kinda surreal. like i was just dreaming that i went to HK. i didnt feel like i went at all. the days seem to pass really fast but yet not fast enough.


i will blog bout my trip soon because i'm still not feeling too well. having really bad headache


once i stepped onto the plane, i knew. my stomach was uneasy, my brains was trying to tell me something, everything just didnt felt right. we sat a smaller plane back home. so in the economy class there were only 2 toilets. imagine how small was it. yet it was somewhat packed. once the plane reached the cruising stage and the seat belt lights were off-ed, i knew i had to go. i waited a few seconds for the toilet and once i went in, everything that i've eaten for dinner rushed out. the smell that the toilet had, caused more of the undigested food to come out. oh boy, i've never vomitted for a million years. it happened bout 3-4 times on the plane. the toilet was my friend by the end of the ride. not only did it come out from my mouth but it came out from my back as well. i know i know. sorry. too much information


came back home and every 2 hours i woke up to do the same routine. i've never been so acquainted with my toilet until now. my stomach was scolding me for being so foolish to eat those wan tan in HK. i never got the last of it till morning came. i woke up at bout 11 something and kevin said he'll come to see me. instead of going to wash up, i fell back into deep sleep. when he came, i had a slight fever. i was quite hot after we were done watching meet the spartans. stupid show. so my dad ask me to drink some tonic water.


the doctor that he never gotten to be came out once i gave him the green light to feed me the horrible drink. this is my first time being so sick ever since i've gotten together with him. he was a darling. he treated me like a baby, making the tissue look like a bip. after i drank a few sips, he'll drink a gulp. too bad no pictures. but at least i can remember it =) i'm really thankful and grateful that i have him to take care of me. make sure u take care of me like that even after we get married arrrr.

thanks darling!

i really appreciate it

HONG KONG here i comeeeeee....!

*short post*
i'm leaving for HK in about 9 hours. the past few days i've been spending every given time that i have with kevin. of course i wish that i have the whole day... but sadly i was working or am still working till the first week of april. i dont think i'll continue on unless li teng and guys continues. i have not pack anything whatsoever up till today. spend some more quality time with kevin for a while, we hugged each other so tightly like we're not gonna see each other for another year or more then he left so that i can pack. it was a fast pack cuz we're gonna go there to shop anyway. so need more space for MORE new clothes!


i dont know why i still dont feel excited bout going for the trip. maybe cuz i'm feeling sad that i'm going away at a time where there's loads of church events and without kevin. maybe tmr when i wake up i'll feel the excitement. boarding the plan and stuff still feels surreal to me.


anyway, cant' write much. gotta go sleep. have to wake up bout 5 something in the morning cuz we gotta be at the airport at 7am =)

I'M GONNA MISS YOU BABY!

T.G.I.F

OH MY GOODNESS
OH MY GOODNESS
OH MY GOODNESS



can u feel my excitement? TMR IS FRIDAY! muahahahah! amazingly time passed quite fast this week. all in all, this week was quite mundane. nothing much has changed except the fact that i found out bout someone in my office who read my blog. better be careful with what i say from now on.


let me tell u what has my life been ever since i started work



wake up
do QT
brush teeth
bath
change
stuff jacket and bottle into my bag
leave house
reach office
on computer & take out my necessities and put it on my table
log into lotus & sametime & meebo
open my work stuff
start doing work
multi-task between chatting and work (mostly work. dont worry ching yen. i'm doing my work)
lunch
work
tea break
work
countdown till work ends with li teng
off computer & pack stuff
go home
change
eat dinner
watch abit of tv
read blogs/do stuff online (yes, computer again!)
brush teeth
sleep

then the next day... same thing all over again.

this is my table

look at my eyes la
looks like going to close anytime soon
haha

IMPORTANT!!!!!

tmr is friday friday friday friday friday friday friday!!!
casual friday
free breakfast
get to spend time with the boyfriend
weekend!
yay yay yay!




btw, if ur wondering whether i'm sick of choc-o-cino yet.... yes! i'm terribly sick of it. haha.




oh oh oh... before i forget
instead of going to australia, i'm gonna go hong kong from the 19th-23rd march. yes, i know i know. dont make me feel guiltier than i already am. i'm gonna miss a whole lot of stuff:-


all day prayer
good friday
yf easter party
easter service
kevin


sigh. don't tell me the obvious. nothing i've never heard before. i'm not thrilled bout going either but what to do. the tickets has been bought. the accomodation has been set. my father is quite thrilled bout going again. he kept talking to me bout where i wanna go. he's done research online and he even bought a book.

random nonsense

i have loads to write bout my work. where do i start. i actually wanted to post some random pictures but decided on adding more to this post. let's seee.....


the first day of my work was quite a fun one. as i stepped out of the lift, i was thinking of what should i do cuz i arrived at bout 10 mins earlier. but luckily, as i was walking, i heard yih ren talking really loud from behind and i knew i heard his voice from somewhere. so i turned around and saw them. *phew* *lets out breath* finally. my "savior's" haha.

walked in and li teng said she'll call ching yen for me. the quite scary but nice interviewer i meet the last time. she directed me into the room and i waited and waited. then she came back in and brought me newspaper as well as the contract that i needed to sign. u seee... frost & sullivan is a global growth consulting company (what i always hear when winson calls ppl to do some telephone interview) and apparently it's a huge & famous company. that's why need contract la.

then she went to check whether my desk was ready and she came back in and said she'll give me a tour of the place. which wasn't really big. it's long la. narrow & long. the pantry is super small and it looks as if they tried to stuff the whole place with as much tables, chairs, and dividers as they possible can. they have another block which is more spacious and new.

then i sat next to the IT guy who is preparing my computer for me. which took like a million years. it was already 9.30 okay. so i waited and waited..........again. and FINALLY *phew* i got my table. which isn't very HUGE. note: stuffing the place crazy? dont worry. will take a picture.... soon! haha so anyway, i sat there. trying to figure out how to use lotus 7. they have their own "msn messenger" it's called SAMETIME. we can PING a.k.a message ppl in the office bout anything or nothing at all. we use this to chat. haha. and also i use it to ask my boss bout work stuff la. duhhhhhhhh.

then came my boss, he asked me to open the email (like as if i know how to use lotus) so i was super blur. simply clicking here and there. then he asked me to open the website. i opened it and nothing appeared. i couldn't see anything other than the frame of the table where the information is suppose to be in. so he asked me to wait, he'll come back. but he didnt come back at all! note: it was already 10....!!! so i asked winson bout SAMETIME and how do i operate it. but it wasn't working as well. awwwww mannn. i was beginning to have a feeling that the 1st day of my work is gonna be damn sucky. sigh. he helped me to "ping" the IT guy, eric, and minutes later eric came and fix everything.

at bout 10.30, everything wrong bout my computer was fixed *phew* please don't tell me it's the user problem (but i really think it is. my computer has been really weird for the past 2 days). so since my boss hasn't come back, i decided to give SAMETIME a try. chatted and chatted and they said that i have the best place in the whole company cuz my table is at the back of the office and my back is facing the wall. meaning i can do ANYTHING!!! but u see.. im so innocent & i don't dare to do any nonsense on my first day, i only dared to go on facebook and check my mails and.... oh oh... not to forget, i went to meebo as well to chat on msn.

at 11 plus, my boss finally came back to explain to me bout my job. at that time, i was surfing the net and busy chatting away. i was so freaked out to see him suddenly appear okay. sheesh. from then on, i was multitasking *evil grin* so that was my first day... but after lunch, i had this really bad migraine that made me slow down on my work. made me feel like puking. i didnt really feel too well. sigh

so yesterday was casual friday and seriously, some ppl really took it too far. they wore REALLY REALLY casually. like huge t-shirt, 3 quarters, and aunty shoes for example. and on fridays, we have free breakfast *yum yum* really good food. haha. i had to email my boss the work that i did the day before and after few hours, he came back to me and asked me how did i do my work cuz it's really really simple. i just copy and paste countries name and numbers from a website to an excel spreadsheet. then he said that i needed to speed up on my work cuz i have 100 countries more and this is only my first. bahs!

i'll be ready on monday. equipped with my earphones, hard disk filled with a million songs, panadol, and jacket. haha

in ktz, 1u
it's more expensive there

his edison smile
he can do better one

this is a must have in my office
CHOC-O-CINO
i've talked bout this before *click*

i was SO happy when li teng showed me the drinks machine. hahah. it even took away some of the pain from the migraine. i have this drink everyday at bout 3-4pm and we steal the cup first. okay let me explain why. actually she helps me to steal it la. we can only use the cups in the picture above and there's only a limited amount of it. the kakak will only wash it once in a while. so just in case i dont have a cup to use, we take it and put it on my desk *grin* aren't we smart? but next time we should take a spoon as well. haha. dont dare to drink it in the morning. in case i get stomach ache. anyway, time to sleep now. don't expect a frequent update cuz i have a feeling that i'll be too tired and too lazy to post alot during the weekdays. cheh wah. say until like i have alot of readers. ahahaha!

work

now i understand what delicia said. bout kevin working next time. when all he wants to do when he comes home is just sit and stare into space. that's what i feel like doing now. all through work today, i was thinking bout what im gonna write when i came home. but now all i feel like doing is sleep. why....? cuz i had this really really BAD headache the whole day. now still have. sigh. kevin wanted to know all bout my day but i really really dont feel like talking. i feel so drained out. thank God tmr is casual friday. dont have to worry much bout formal clothes. i'll go get it once my work ends. pray for me. for good health. really dont feel well cuz i have not been sleeping properly.

job

i've gotten the job at frost & sullivan. when i heard it the first time, kevin and i was laughing our heads off. it reminded me of monsters inc. my mum kept forcing me to ask for some job there cuz she said it's a very famous and good company. finally she got her wish...... this is gonna be my first real temp job at a office. kevin said my days at evelyn's old office (can't remember how to spell the company's name.. hehe. hence, "evelyn's old office") is not considered as a temp job. said that i didnt feel the horror of dreadful early morning's and weariness when i get home from work.



somehow, it doesn't seem right
feels like i should have taken the kindergarten job instead
feels like im betraying myself

i don't know how he does it
choosing job over spending time with me
i couldn't do what he did but forced to
im dreading the day when my work starts
btw, im starting on thursday


suddenly i feel like my "holiday" is coming to an end
my days of free flowing is over
im gonna laugh at him when his class suddenly cancels or ends early and he has no where else to go but home *evil grin*
i guess i got so used to spending almost everyday with him that im not ready to stop doing all that
only 2 good things that would come out of this job


money
new formal clothes!
SHOPPING TOMORROW!


i know one day this would have to happen
no matter what i do to stop it
one day we are gonna go out to the working world
with not much time spent together besides after work and weekends
am i ready for that?
noooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...! of course not!
im not even ready to be TWENTY this year
imagine 2.0.
without the word TEEN behind it.....!



sorry... going a little crazy. hate it when something in my life suddenly changes. it's like ur driving halfway and out comes a child and ur car starts reeling down the cliff

undo

Rush of Fools - Undo

i've been here before, now here i am again
standing at the door, praying You'll let me back in
to label me a prodigal would be
only scratching the surface of who i've been known to be

[chorus:]
turn me around pick me up
undo what i've become
bring me back to the place
of forgiveness and grace
i need You, need Your help
i can't do this myself
You're the only one who can undo
what i've become

i focused on the score, but i could never win
trying to ignore, a life of hiding my sin
to label me a hypocrite would be
only scratching the surface of who i've known to be

[chorus]

make every step lead me back to
the sovereign way that You

[chorus]





i love love love LOVE this song
the first time i heard this was in glad sounds subang with kevin
it was in this box thing where u can press different songs to hear from
u can even watch a short video clip of their songs


we instantly fell in love with this song


the singer, not bad looking, haha
the tune, catchy and makes u wanna sing along
the lyrics, meaningful
it's just a really nice nice song
have yet to check out their album =)




i wish i could undo some of the stuff that i've done or said
undo who i've become recently
not gonna go into detail
but im not tooooooooooooooo happy with who i am right now



well, what can i say, im still work in progress by God
im not using that as an excuse of who i've become
not now, not ever
just saying cuz i believe that one day
i'll become a better person than i am today
one with a bigger heart to love the unlovable
one with a bigger smile to make people feel welcomed
one with a bigger faith to encourage people around





hope u enjoyed watching it! =)

i thought

i thought i could let u know how i felt

i thought i could bear everything out

i thought i could let u in on everything i've felt

i thought i could let u see how hurt my heart is

i thought i was feeling better and am able to tell what made me act this way



that was why i kept calling u
thinking that i would return to normal
letting u in again
but when i heard ur voice
the hurt, the pain was back

i didnt want to say it out
afraid to have it out of my mouth
afraid to put what i read into life
i didnt want to put it all out

it has happened again
we've swept things under the rug
and the pile of rubbish is growing higher and higher
unable to hide itself from reality
instead of disappearing, it grew

it got so high that we tripped over it
fall flat on our faces
and now we've got a wound to heal
a wound that needs love to bandage
kisses to kiss the pain away
hugs to wish everything back to normal
trust to completely heal again

how we've gone so far without tripping over it,
is a mystery that will never be solved
we've done this a million times
always sweeping problem that we dont want to solve under the rug
pushing it out of reality and continuing life like nothing has happened
as if hurt and pain wasnt there when it happened
as if our heart werent burnt and ripped apart
but like sin, it never fails to find its way back to us
never fail to creep in without our consent

how far will we go
before noticing that we cant do this anymore
we cant sweep unwanted things under the rug
cant pretend like it never happened
no matter how far we push our hurt from resurfacing again
no matter the effort we put into it
one day, somehow
a volcano will erupt
the uncertainty of it is scary

why wait till a part of our hearts gets numb
why wait till a part of our hearts harden
till we lock a certain part of our hearts away
and throw the key away to timbaktu
then...
what can we do bout that part of our hearts?
to soften that harden heart?
to find the key and unlock it?
what can we do to reverse everything and start all over again?
what can we do to let go and trust again?

"hate that i love you"

he doesnt understand this song by ne-yo and rihanna.
sometimes i dont even know whether he's acting dumb or he's really dumb
when i get angry with him, this song comes into mind


i told him that day
the reason why i cant look at him when im angry
is because then i cant help but smile and let the anger seep away
then he'll win....!
he'll win the war
no way am i gonna let him win

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

can u feel it?
can u sense it?
is it obvious to u as it is to me?
why can't u see it the way i do?
aren't u worried?
aren't u scared?


i know that everyone is different
but it just kills me that u act like it's nothing
how would u feel if i was like that?
so what if ur not reacting the same way as the person?
but ur letting the person do it to u right?
aren't u opening a hole of possibilities?
of chances?
if one day it really happens, how will u react?
what would u do to stop it then?
will u even let me know?





whatever

his 21st

yesterday was his 21st bday. i didnt managed to get him an expensive present. it's not to say that i dont have the money to do so, just that i cant afford to spend so much in a day. because if i do, i have to eat bread for the next few months and he'll kill me for spending so much. he'll love it but he'll kill me at the same time. hehe =) not so 'kua cheong' la but still. sigh. but im glad that he liked my gift even though it was simple.


on monday night, we went to the lookout point @ ampang. but i dont think it's ampang. the receipt says it's ulu langat. whatever. where ever it is.... we took bout an hour to reach there. it was my estimated time because i knew we would get lost and we really got lost, we had to call the place to ask for directions. all in all, it was a pretty fun ride. but when we reached the signboard saying that it's bout 3 km ahead, we were all shouting for joy! haha. i was holding the bday cake and i kept asking him whether i could eat it cuz we were so hungry already.


by the time we finished our dinner, it was already 10 and we didnt manage to take much pictures because jessica had her early-1-hour-cinderella-time. so we rushed back to her place for the cutting cake ceremony. will be sure to take more pictures of the place when we go back there some time soon (i hope). haha. i really loved the scenery, loved the food, loved the place. we ate at Gasoline. sounds weird i know but the price was reasonable and the food was tasty =)


so yesterday was his real bday. we took away some food for lunch from the shop at damansara perdana and came home to eat and watched JUNO. please please please do not watch it. it's such a waste-of-time show.


after watching Juno, we headed on to midvalley cuz it's been a long time since we've been there and we wanted to try the garden's cinema which was called GSC Signature. we ate nando's for dinner. we wanted to try some place else but thinking that we've already spent so much on the movie, might as well choose some place that is not so expensive.

this was on the bridge connecting midvalley and the gardens

waiting for the show to start

taken outside of this really really pretty place

walking in


GSC Signature only offer Premiere class or Gold class
we chose premiere class and already it's so classy
there's about 7 rows of 2 seated red cushioned chairs
really spacious with a movable middle arm rest
with side small tables to put our drinks or food
the seat is recline-able (is there such a word?)

of course the place is so comfortable
we paid rm18 per seat
a whole rm 36 to be exact
they even have cafe's for us to order our food from
or u can choose the classic pop-corn + drink
or a 1901 hot dog?
or a small tub of haagen daz ice cream =)

there's more pictures to come. once i get it from yian =)


"the best thing u can do is find a person who loves u for exactly what u are. good mood, bad mood. ugly, pretty."

from the movie Juno
that is exactly what he has been to me

ps. those who wants to go to the lookout point, i suggest u to park at the carpark and walk ur way up. because there's limited parking up there and only one way up and one way down. by the time it's 10 plus, the place will be extremely crowded. mind u, we went on a monday night.

bijou

bijou @ mont. kiara

mamak
we wanted to have breakfast at bijou
but on weekdays they only open from 12
hence, the roti canai's

finally bijou opened
li teng and her friend joined us as well

miss u so much babes!

the place was so comfortable and nice!
i really really love it
hope my house will look like that next time
dear, pls work hard!




our food arrived

pan fried fish fillet or something like that
it was fish

bijou burger i think

spagetti with prawns
cant really remember the names
all the names were super chun

the ambiance and decor was really really pretty but the food was so so. i didnt really like it for the price that i was paying. everything was simply perfect. to sum it all up, everything was amazing. from the decorations, to the environment, to the surroundings, to the service, to the menus, to the nice photo taking place, everything was wonderful. oh yeah...... the price was breathtaking as well. it really took my breath away for the portions that they serve.

dont get me wrong. i adore adore adore fine dining. i love the way they make the dishes look so nice. but i would definitely not pay that much for a small portion. i thank God that we ate roti canai before lunch. poor li teng and friend who i think didnt get a proper deserved lunch.





dear, besides working hard for more money for US to spend. go study some culinary course so that u can serve me some "fine dining" kind of dish at our very own home in the future. let me say THANK YOU in advance *angelic grin* =D

first interview

today i went for my very first interview. it was really short notice. she called me before i was bout to go out for lunch with kevin. she was mumbling and talking so fast that i couldnt even hear her name and the company's name properly. oh my goodness. after much contemplating and hard-force-myself decision making (i hate hate making decisions), we decided to go for the interview. thank goodness kevin was there to teman me

before i continue, i had to choose whether i was going for the interview was because i had another job offer from my friend's kindy. there's a job opening as an asst. teacher to my friend for 5 year olds. not really what i want because i wanna teach younger kids. that's why the hard-force-myself decision making

we reached plaza mont. kiara later than the intended time because of jam and we were trying to find car park in the weird basement of plaza mont. kiara. we were trying to find the lift to get out of the car park. however, it was easy to find the company. it's called frost & sullivan. so funny right the name? ahha. we went in and the receptionist wasnt friendly but after a while she was la. she gave me a form to fill out before going for the interview. i hate filling up these forms.

u see... i didnt realize it was an interview, interview. like a formal one...? she said she just need me to come in and then we'll sit down and chat. and she asked me to bring my results and transcripts and such. and i was like what...? not ready... so she said nevermind, it's okay, just come in and we'll talk for a short while.

so when we got into the office, everyone was dressing so formally and li teng and her friends (which i cant remember their names) were also dressed very nicely. the guys was wearing button down shirt and tie i think. if i remember correctly. and they are like part time workers man....! oh my goodness. dress so nice. i straight away did a mental run through of my wardrobe seeing what i can wear and what i cant wear. and i realize that i have nothing formal. tops maybe but no formal pants or skirt. shit...! oh wells, if i get the job, i can go shopping. hehe =)

but..... after the interview, i dont think im really keen on getting the job. before i went for the interview, i prayed and ask God that if this wasnt the job for me, pls just smack the door shut at my face. and really God has His sense of humor. it was kind of like a smack in the face because it wasnt really the job that i thought it would be. long story bout the interview because i'll bore u guys to death. ask kevin, he was bored to death when i came out. haha.

now, as i have some time to think bout it and going through the interview session, i am VERY certain that i will not take the job. they arent sure whether they wanna hire me because i might be going for a holiday in march and also because i can only start next week. the only reason why i wanted to get that job was because of the pay. and money cant buy happiness and money is not everything.

in the end of the day, God can make things aligned to His will. He will let us go through it, but slowly and surely, He will lead us back to where He wants us to be.



swaying far far away from my purpose of this post, i will not be able to visit wing lian before may because my mum wants to go hong kong instead. she said dont wanna disturb him when he hasnt settled down yet. besides, he'll be there for a long long time. not being able to visit him means not able to visit justina as well. sorry babes. we'll go have our own trip to somewhere la =)

job

i know i should get a job soon. but what? i wanna work at the office this time round. no more cats whiskers. but where? and im very choosy one.... arghhhh....! anyone knows of any job openings? anyone wanna hire me? ahhaha bahs!

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!

to my darling sweetheart, HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!! this is our 2nd valentines day together and im hoping for more to come.


this year we decided to celebrate it a little different. no exchange of gifts but definitely a dinner some time next week. obviously we're not gonna spend on a day where prices go as high as the clouds and with no other dishes to choose from besides over priced valentines set meals.


i've decided to agree on the "no gift exchange" solely because it's his 21st birthday this year. gotta save up for the day u know? =)







i remember few years back. when i didnt have a boyfriend. everything seemed so different. esp. on valentines day. i would look at all the couples and get depressed. remembering bout someone who broke my heart for the very first time. who crushed it into a million pieces. i would spend valentines day with justina or my other girlfriends.



but the story has changed on june 23, 2006.
someone special came into my life
someone who has challenged me in my faith
someone who has caused me to grow up
someone who i can count on
someone who i can do silly things with

someone who loves kids as much as i do



HAPPY VALENTINES
BABY!

forced to do so

i was forced by the boyfriend to write a post bout him and for him. haha. i have to write something sweet for him to read when he gets back later. but im too lazy and im in no mood to write bout sweet things. gosh...... we're gonna be 2 years and already the lack of romance. ahah. kidding! hahaa.


i've written a nice post before this. so it should be enough right babe? my brain is not functioning after a few months of not studying. guess it's time to find for work....? dont worry. wont be choosing cats anymore. maybe will try siew ling's kindy. will think bout it. cuz i wanna go aussieland to visit wing lian and justina (when she goes back). but not sure yet la. sigh


im quite sad that i cant visit nelson&yvonne tmr. sigh. it's not just a visit but also a dinner cooked by him. which i havent tried before. but what can i do....? i have family dinner. but but but.... im sure there'll be another opportunity right...??? aih. i hate it when plans clash and i have to choose. sheesh.


wish me good luck for tmr. im scared. actually the word scared is an understatement. im more like terrified, horrified, anxious, queasy, nervous, all add up together. i just have to think of the ang pau's. haha. im so horrible la. aww man. i should stop now. take care!!!!!! =)

miss him! =(

on a happier note..... my baby is coming back today. dont know what time. but he's coming back!!!! yay!!!! so happy! cant wait to see him. but i wont be able to see him tonight cuz i have dinner and im sure he's gonna have dinner in klang as well. sigh. just gotta wait for tmr then. im kinda scared bout tmr cuz it's gonna be my first time visiting his mum's side of the family.


i've never seen his aunties before. i saw one of them, but it was just passing of keys through the car window. that's all. on the other hand, i've seen his grandparents the other day, and they are scary. i cant even speak fluent mandarin for goodness sake! awww man. i cant speak fluent mandarin and hokkien is out of the question. sigh!


*edit*
felt it was abit too harsh =)

the silly things that he lets me do to him
that's why i LOVEEEE him so much!
HAHAHA. just joking la
*angelic grin* =)
and dont mind bout the mountain load of hangers in the background,
i was just clearing my cupboard. ahhaa

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

as i was reading blogs, i just realized how boring i am. i have nothing better to do besides sitting at home, watching tv, watching movies that i've watched a 100 times, reading blogs of people that i dont even know. oh my goodness. sigh. this year is definitely more boring. with lesser visitations. tonight is my first family-family dinner at my ann ah yi's house. i cant wait to get out of this house. im amazed at how i managed to stay home.

how pathetic am i right? but oh wells, that's what chinese new year for... staying home, spending time, having family dinners which is quite weird cuz normally we dont sit on the dining table and eat as a family. we have 2 small tables that is fit for one person that is right in front of the tv 24/7. it's nice to eat as a family at the dining table for a change. however, it's not really a family because wing lian is not here.




wing lian, if ur reading this, papa wants me to let u know that they've changed the positions of the furnitures downstairs..... again. i still like the previous arrangements though. however, i wont be able to show u much pictures because u know......... i dont have a nice, black, nikon, 8.1 megapixels. is it a nikon? it's a nikon right? hahaha. i can only show u his work of art with my trusty 2 megapixels camera phone, which im planning to change. =P

cookie
she has her brother, harry, over for a while
euginie didnt want it, so we have to give him back
dont wanna keep him because he's a super hyper, ugly dog
and he's way way skinnier than cookie. duh right? haha

it's YOUR year!!!!!

cute huh?
with the faces and tails making a shape of a heart

the pink ones is papa's work of art

a much closer look

and my festive toes
ahhaha
pls dont say that it looks like a ghost feet
*roar*

baby maiara

i hope that i spelt her name correctly. kevin and i went and visit siew peng yesterday. we thought her name was spelt as myra. but it wasnt. it's so unique and she's so adorable! her hands and feet are so tiny. she's SO tiny. oh gosh! i didnt even dare to carry her. afraid that i might drop or hurt her

1st cg on the outside

this year rachel, jessica, and i have moved on to the college group. i felt really weird going to this new group. it's like completing high school all over again. having to find new friends and getting used to them. what more with ashley being so different from delicia. i guess i just need time adjusting.


we had our first cg on the outside last month. we had american breakfast and vision casting. the food was soooooooooooo good. i was stuffed. ahaha.

our yummy food
we had this, 2 types of campbell soup and salad
imagine how stuffed we were
i didnt eat lunch after that

danielle

we were taking tons and tons of pictures
ahhaha
as many ppl would call it as "cam-whoring" or something like that
i just dont like that word
so i refuse to use it


a really comfy chair



cia.... u've accomplished ur work
she wouldnt stop closing one eye
every time we say take picture, she'll close one eye
bahs

pics from my family trip

oh boy...
the silly things we do
haha

couldnt find our supper place
so had to settle for mcd's

yes... call us kiasu
actually, call my dad kiasu

euginie, ellie, uncle tongan

this place was really nice
couldnt take pictures inside though
they said no pictures =(

ginie

yes, i was smsing kevin =)
a weird rojak
really really weird